I was always a shy friendly kid but things. Changed since my mother and I moved out but this story is about before we moved out this story is about A girl having to deal with a drunken father /abuse.
My father was always a well known man for his work he worked hard to take care of his kids as well known on the outside loved by others they see his shine he give off that he is better than everybody don't ask anyone for anything. My father was a sweet guy as he made it seem that way from the outside,he will brag about how he don't ask for things he's a hard working man sweet talk the ladies make them hear everything they wanted to hear.
BUT !! Behind every human skin there is a other side of a person that they will show when they are ready to show you their true colors.
As a sweet guy on the outside my father wasn't so sweet to his lady he was with at home as it seem he will come home when he is hang up/drunk and want to fight her try to kill her a lot of times as it seem everyday will be the same they both had two kids his lady had two kids for him other than his bigger kids he had before those last two he did the same thing to his last relationships beat and abused them made them feel they were not worthy or good enough for him he made them feel that they was the problem in the relationship but it really was him.
BUT!! Don't let nobody make you feel your not worthy.
My mother would sleep in the room with me my brother with sleep in the room also with us as we was only kids because we use to fraid he will of hurt our mother so every time he came in drunk we will lock the door he will wanna beat our mother sometimes when we forget to lock it our cries and bawling wasn't enough to stop him so we use to fight with our mother small as we were we still try this went on an till my mother got enough of it she got enough of him cheating and abusing her and having nothing good to say about her through out the town.
BUT!! Never be afraid of flesh
This affected me in my school work from studying my mom all day to protect her going to school and having that on my mind at a young age. It affected my brother as well but he never showed it as much as me he just build this wall around his heart and give off a annoyed anger expression like he don't need anyone I was having a lot of problems in my school work I failed a grade 3 times I was always a shy kid kind and because of that kids us to pick on me and I will of never told them nothing just let them pick on me I even had to go to a slow learners school because my lowest in school has gotten so bad from trauma but after going to that school and my mother moved out of our family house and her head was at peace but still struggling to make ends meet with rent we was still happy we had each other and no more worries about my father coming home to hurt us
BUT!! This was only the beginning of the story of:The girl within her skin !!!
:To be continued🫶🏽
