Stirred Emotions

For the Scientist

WAS JUST ENJOYING THE MOMENT UNTIL....

No plan in sight, intentions clear as purified water,

Two spontaneous souls bonded by a love for music, destined to meet.

Yet, lacking an instrument to play,

We played with each other, And surely cherished every moment.

It felt enchanting to be both admired and scorned,

Exploration equaling the subtraction of innocence.

Our saliva lingered as proof,
Alongside tender bites marking our bodies.
Each unexpected encounter felt like the final one

Until that moment truly arrived.
I believed surrender was imminent, Well, it's time to bid farewell.

In the depths of my mind, I regret uttering those words,

But prevention surpasses the cure,
For the heart speaks the greatest betrayal one could ever know.

WHEN I MET YOU...

Just a lonely girl, craving soft tunes,

Then you appeared, like a silver moon.

No idea or expectations in my mind, How you'd look or sound, a mystery to find.

Would I be devoured or not, As I stood by your car, I thought.

My eyes aimed for the passenger seat, But it was occupied, a perfect mess, neat, No choice but to stay next to you.

Driving around with you, a daily routine, Till I decided to end this scene.

Never did I think I'd sit so close, Our hands like magnets, a sweet repose. Our bodies knew, our eyes implored,

To lean closer, hesitation ignored. Kissing till the next day's dawn, Your hands on my hips, lips tightly drawn, Oh dear, I'd die just to taste you again.

Yet, I must remind myself, and stay sane, You simply hate the idea of me leaving your terrain,

In reality, you don't really like me,
Instead, an idea of emotions built on a fantasy.

REALIZATIONS...

I guess I was too clouded with emotions the past few months,
I guess I was too overwhelmed with the attention,
I almost forgot my purpose why I am here surviving, fighting the affection

Thank you,
I met you
We happened
We parted
You became a part of me
Even though it was a a short drizzle of shared memories

CRAFTING YOU

The more I write, the more I remember you

Should I stop crafting, would you fade away?

I prefer not to, because my heart has chosen to be hurt in this game.

PAANO

Paano ba kita lilimutin, kung sa bawat pag pikit koy, mga alala natin ay bumabagabag sakin

Paano ko ba magagawang humakbang, kung nauna ka nat hindi ko alam kung sang paaran susundan

Bakit ako naiwan sa landas ng pagdurusa
Gayong ikaw naman itong dumating sa buhay ko't nag nag dulot ng saya

Kapalit ay pagbudbod mo ng asin sa aking mga mata

Kay hapdi, kay sakit
Ang pakawalan ka

FOR FUCK'S SAKE, I'M YOURS

Crazy how you managed to penetrate your poisonous tricks to my delicate skin, and now you're my only antidote
My mind is screaming for you to save me, my heart is hoping you'll never forget me

I feel like I'm trapped into an eternal damnation without you, your kisses, your touch!
I want you, I want everything about you, i want your good side and your bad side
I want you to influence me to write horrible things about you.

I feel different now that you're not here with me anymore
I feel like a flame stirred into water
I feel like I am a dry well without your saliva on my body
I am a crying child without your sweet tongue

I miss you, I am missing you, and I will continue to miss you

WHAT IF...

What if I never met you?

Would it be nicer not to know your scent?

What if I never met you?
Would I be happier without your lingering warmth?

You're the silver moon I can't reach.
Would it be okay if I hadn't known your way of kisses?

It's easy to say that I wish we never met; yes, you're too hard to forget.

But hadn't I met you, I wouldn't have bloomed into something like this.

RAIN OF MADNESS...

The rain will stop soon, and so these feelings
On the other side
I know you're completely aware, That for me you're more than that

Please be kind enough to consider my fragile heart
It's not my fault that I'm genuine to who i like
Its never my fault i was raised to be soft and easily hurt

Would you be so kind to consider leaving and never look back
Or stay and never leave like a faithful cat

Please don't treat this stubborn person a spinning wheel
Where you can easily shake and stop whenever you want
I am gullible and you keep playing your tricks

But let me tell you something
There's no price for being honest
You shouldn't have disturbed me the last time we said goodbyes if you'll treat me this way

You should've gone your path, away from me

IBIBIGAY KA BA SA AKIN?

Kung una palang ay hindi na nararapat maging tayo

Kung maling desisyon ang payagan kang hawakan ang mga kamay ko

Kung tinagpo kitang muli sa pang aakalang wala naman din akong intensyon sayo

Ibibigay ka ba sakin?

Kung ang desisyon moy, akoy hindi para sayo

Kung hindi naman pareho ang pintig ng ating mga puso

Marahil ay laruan na sandaling binigyan lang ng oras mo

Ibibigay ka ba sakin?

Kung sinasaktan mo ng sobra ang damdamin

WHY DID YOU?

You shouldn't have reached out to me after we said our goodbyes

I was still confident that i could save myself from this mess im right now.

Now I can't