BL ONESHOTS

⁸¹⁰💔Kongpob x Arthit💝⁰¹⁸

Kongpob' POV.

In 2016, I fell in love with this person who I thought would be my everything, but it turns out he wasn't at all. It was just young love, a love that should not have happened.

In 2016, I wanted to die. I wanted to die on a busy road where I would be hit by a car or a truck, but that's not how it happened. It happened when I came across a look and a handshake that kept me grounded to the planet we call earth.

In 2016 I thought loving him would be the best thing in my life but it wasn't, maybe in the relationship it was but breaking up hurt like a ton of bricks being smashed and thrown off the highest building in the universe.

It took me 2 months to get better, to cry it out but to keep it to myself. It took me 2 months to be okay and to talk to people again, and it only took you like maybe a day to get into a new relationship, which gave me a feeling that I wasn't the only one who cheated, but I know my cheating was worse than yours.

After breaking up with me, you cut ties with me for 6 months, no messages, no calls, no you and that's when I thought I would never hear or see you again and then I got a notification that you wanted to be friends again, and because I was this hurt but okay and a kind person I accepted your request and then we went to talking again, like none of it happened. Like we were never an item.

In 2018, we were friends, talking about relationships, talking about how our love lives were, and that you found your soulmate when I thought you were mine, but I never told you that.  We talked about school and family and just asked questions about whatever, except the only thing I wanted to do was talk to you about what happened between us and I knew, I just wanted you to say it.

2018 makes it 2 years now since you broke up with me. In 2017, I did not know what my life would become. I thought to die again, but this time, nothing could stop me. And I actually thought nothing would, but I'm still here.

2019 came around, and we were still talking like nothing happened. This was the year I was now definitely okay. Except my feelings for you increased, and decreased all at the same time. In 2020, I moved back to where things started. Where we met and where our relationship started and ended all in the same year.

2020 was a new start for me, but it was a hard start because of my family. I wanted to do good for myself but for my parents as well. I wanted to make them proud, and I think I did, but I don't know anymore.

Relationship for me never worked because the person I may have been waiting for wasn't waiting for me.

2020 gave me a start to keep myself grounded because I was now in the same town as you again.

We called often and messaged each other almost every day, and it felt as if we were getting back what we never had before.

In 2021, it went quiet a little, but you were still there, I was just the one who went quiet because you asked me again if I wanted to go out with you and I said no because I didn't want to be hurt again. We did not talk for a few weeks, but that was for the best. I believe it was good for us both, but in some way, you asked me again when we started talking again.

2022 was a quiet one, but it was nice.

And then 2023 came around. Just the normal friends catching up, laughing at jokes, but just having a good time even on days I was down.

We drank together for the first time, and it was good until the morning came around.
Where you told me you kissed me while I was asleep. I remember the kisses we did when we were drunk, I remember being clingy and falling around like you were mine again. I remember the soft touches you did to me while we hugged and danced to the music. I remember just how our first kiss was like because it woke me up from the drunken state I was in.

But the morning came, and you ruined it by telling me you kissed me while I slept and that their was one thing I do not tolerate.

Relationships to me never end well, and I believe they never will.

2016 - 2018 were the most hurtful years for me.

2018 - 2020 were okay sometimes.

2021 - 2023 is still going in my head but in real life.

2023 - and we are still friends.

7 year we have been friends and I know I don't have a way out of it because you won't let me, the only good thing about us being friends now, is that you know we are just Friends.

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Relationships don't define who you are. They teach you what is right and what it wrong. Relationships are a learning curve in life for love. You just gotta know who to love and trust and who to throw away.

[This was not meant to be a story. This one here is really personal to me. Also, this story is meant to consist of two girls, except I changed the she/her words to he/him.]