With love, Amelia

8

He kisses my neck as he goes inside of me. He thrusts forward which made me sore. I couldn't stop him. I was already tired. This wasn't the first time he tried to do this. But right now, this very moment, he is doing it. Ruining me. Raping me. I can't help but cry and pray to God that all of this to be over with.

"Mia" I hear him whisper to my ear.

"C'mon, I know you love me." He says as he moves in deeper. He holds my arms above my head in order for him to be under control.

I cry and cry my whole heart out. I'm now ruined. I now have scars, scars that I would always see and remind me of this night.

I heard someone calling my name. It had a deep British accent and from the sound of the voice, the person was crying. "Mia!" There it goes again. "Mia, please" The voice pleaded. I didn't want to wake up. I'm scared that when I wake up, my dream will be the first thing I will see. "Babe, please wake up" The voice is much calmer now. I opened my eyes to find out who owns the voice and as I looked up, I saw those deep green eyes. Those eyes that I fell in love with. But there was something wrong with them. Tears where streaming down them.

"Mia, what happened?" Harry asked me. He ended up crashing in for the night after our movie marathon. He said that he will sleep in the guest room adjacent to my room. I have to admit that I was saddened by that.

I didn't answer him. Was I screaming? Did he hear me?

"I h-heard you scream" he said answering my thoughts.

"Babe, please tell me what happened, was it a bad dream?"

I nod. He envelopes me in a warm hug and opens his mouth to say something when he was cut by the door opening. Conrad was hurrying towards me.

I let go from Harry and quickly move towards my brother as Conrad gives me a tight hug. I sobbed into his chest. "Shh, Mia it's okay" he assures me.

"I-It w-was that d-day w-"

"I know Mia" Conrad asked me to lie down and I did as told. He kisses my forehead before he leaves the room.

"Harry, please stay with me" I pleaded to the guy whose silhouette is the only thing being seen in the dark.

He nods and I moved to give him some space to lie in with me.

He wraps his hands on my waist and pulls me in a very securing hug. He starts kissing my forehead then my nose and down to my lips. I closed my eyes and wished to never let this moment go. It has been so long. I finally met the boy. My boy.

***

I opened my eyes and stared at the ceiling. I was thinking about the events last night. How could those dreams be coming back? I haven't had them for almost a long time. Does that mean something? Anything?

Then I feel my head start to ache. I unwrap myself from Harry's arms and got up of bed searching for water. I found a bottle of water on my night table next to my phone. I opened it and almost finished half of it. I then decided to check my phone. There are 2 messages. I open them to see who they came from. One was from Conrad telling me that they were on their way to visit Emily's parents for their wedding. I looked at the other message and it was from Lacey...Oh shit! I forgot I have work today.

I didn't even get to read what she sent me because I immediately rushed to my bathroom and took a quick shower. I then grabbed a pair of leggings and a white shirt. I decided to just put my hair down to let my natural waves do their thing. I put one some powder, a thick line of black eye liner, a massive amount of mascara and finally a nude-pink lip crème. I pick out a purse that matches my outfit and grabbed my phone from my night table. I slipped on my pair of boots and I look at the clock and find out I have thirty minutes left. I was about to get out of my room when suddenly large hands caught my waist and pulling me around.