flowers amongst my chest

nobody's home

a year ago Sammy's P.O.V

I walk into my fathers house,

"I'm home" I yell, no reply once again, i go to my room and start listening to 5 seconds of summer

and i turn it up to block out the sound of my dads TV it is so loud that if i turn my music down my ears will bleed.

Dad: "Get in here now"

i get off my bed i walk down the hallway i still here my music behind me i walked into his room

and see the black bags under his eyes and 5 empty beer bottles next to him.

"Whats the matter" fear was visible as I tapped my foot on the ground,

"Get me another beer other wise you'll get a spanking"

I run through the hallway and see the beer fridge I grab two I really don't want to go back in here I also get myself a coke.

"Sammy where are you!"

I run through the hallway once again and pass him his beer,

"Dad what are we having for dinner?"

"I don't know go get stuffed for all I care"

I silently exit the room and when i get back to my bedroom I find a text on my phone,

Becky <3: "Hey there's a party tonight its jacks wanna come"

"sure pick me up at 8pm <3"

I walk back to dads room and see that he has fallen asleep I decide to write a note,

Dad, I have gone to a party with Becky wont be home tonight xx

love Sammy

PS remember to lock the door.

I start to get ready and do my makeup I apply foundation, concealer, brown eye shadow and red lipstick I then get out of my school clothes and put on a crop top, white shorts and my black converse shoes, I straighten my hair.

I grab down my white sleepover bag and pack heaps of things I don't really need at all

I packed my pajamas, iPod, makeup , spare clothes, a book and a bottle of water

I then look into my dads room he's asleep and its not even 8:00 pm yet like seriously.

I quietly tiptoe through the lounge room and sneak out the front door.