BAD BOYY [ 𝑀𝑀 ]

FOUR

Weeks flew away like days and my soul begged my heart to open up and allow me to love him. It was easy though. I've been with just one person in my life and I was scared at first and even now but he's good for me. This job is the best I've ever had and his brothers are nice, don't even to mention Aurora and Mischa. They're full of innocence and kindness. Even Wladimir accepted me and I'm so happy for Yakow that his family is so open minded and still loves him.

I never had that. My family was cruel to me — they kicked me out, and for weeks, I lived on the streets. Even now, my whole body shudders at the memories of how often I was nearly raped or how many offers I got to sell my body just to survive. It was disgusting. People were disgusting. That's why I'm so fucking grateful to feel safe with Yakow. I know he'd protect me no matter what and I love that about him. He'd do the same for Aurora, Mischa and his brothers.

He's exactly my type, inside and out. We talk a lot, especially about his mother — she passed away, but he loved her deeply. She sounded like an angel. Whenever he talks about her, he smiles, but later, he gets nightmares. Every time, I wake him up, and fuck, seeing him so hurt and vulnerable when I pull him into my arms — it breaks me.

It's Friday, and Mischa and I really need to go shopping for the weekend. We've planned everything already. She's so kind, and every time I'm around her, I wish my mother had been like that.

I'm in the bathroom of my new room. I moved into his after just one week even if I wanted to wait but some random day he just packed my things and moved them into his room. If I'm honest, I didn't know if I should cry or laugh.

I thought it was sweet that he didn't wanted to be "separate" from me and I knew what I was doing when I agreed to be his.

"You look so damn good, baby", Yakow stands behind me and wraps his arms around my naked waist. I'm just in briefs.

"Thank you", I whisper

"I think it's adorable that you're doing all of this", his hand moves around wildly and I laugh.

"You mean skin care?"

"Yes. I love to watch you doing this stuff"

He's such a honest person and I appreciate it. He's straight forward and doesn't hold back to give me daily compliments.

I continue getting ready and he's watching me so cutely. Only yesterday he fucked me unconsciously and today he's the sweetest soul. Right what I want and need.

"Your bum okay?", his hand is running over my lower back down to my butt.

"The after care was very intense, so yes"

"Good, I'm glad"

"Thank you", I never had after care

"Don't thank me for the bare minimum, baby. Expect everything you want. Raise your standards and I'll reach them, no matter how high they are. Ask me for everything you need and I'll give it to you"