Dear Phil [Phan]

18/6/10

Dear Phil,

 Its only been 2 months since you've been away and I already miss you more than I thought I would. I went to the bench in Victoria Park where you first told me you loved me. It was a great surprise and a shock when you told me as I hadn't the slightest idea you were going to tell me so then. At first I wasn't so sure if I did love you as much as you seemed to love me, but after being separated for such a long time I realise that I really do love you. You might think me fickle to write this after I told you I did love you, but I thought pressured to do so then, and I want you to know how much I appreciate your company. I took it for granted when you were around me everyday, but I'm glad to have you in my life and to be able to call you mine. I can't tell you how many times I snaked my arms around a pillow, imagining it was you.

I look at your picture every morning and say hello. Its some sort of comfort. I hate having the apartment to myself, it feels so empty. I need you back to be able to hug me in the dark when I'm convinced I've seen a ghost in the corner of my room, only to realise its my hoodie once you bravely got out of bed and turned on the light. Please stay safe.

 I love you always, 

Dan