Little Miss Perfect

4

"Aria! Why would you match that shoe with that dress!?" Mom says trying her best not to sound pissed but it comes out anyway as we all climbed down from her car "you look odd!" Mum turnd away as we walked to the main entrance of church and im pretty sure i saw Aria rolling her brown eyes. We all move into the church quietly making the sign of the cross as we entered then sat at the front row.

The mass goes on like every other, although half way into it i suddenly feel the need to pee but i know that if i stand up to leave mom would never let me hear the end of it

"Amazing grace, how sweet the sound" the choir started to sing and for some reason their voice makes me want to pee even more so without thinking i stand up then rush out of the church to find a bathroom. Immediatly i'm out and the fresh air hits me i suddenly feel odd, like what i am doing is illegal but i push the thought to the back of my mind then start to look for the bathroom

I have never peed in church..... Mom made sure of it, she did not think the bathrooms were hygenic enough so in general we never used them, its a petty thing but as long as mom was happy with it we did not have a problem with it.

Its strange and kinda odd how the outside of the church is empty, our parish was a pretty pig one if i must add so to find it dry with people did not feel logical to me.

After walking for about two minutes i spot some people standing by a wall laughing really loud, so i decide to approach them and ask them to direct me to the bathroom but on getting there i immediatly regret my actions. They are smoking..... What ever the heck it is that they are smoking which is making me really uncomfortable, so i turn to leave but a boy in a blue shirt stands in front of me, thankfully he is not holding the weed.... Or pot i don't really know.

"You looking for something?" He bends down so we are at eye level. And at this point i feel like im a kid who lost her way

"I.....I am looking for the bathroom" i am trying my hardest to look away from his brown eyes but he keeps looking at me like i owe him money

"Oh..... You don't have to be scread, we are just taking a smoke" he huffs and i almost laugh at his childish behaviour "you want some?" He takes the weed from behind me, takes a drag then passes it to me.

"No....... I think the directions to the bathroom would be just fine" i push his hand away waiting for him to give me the directions i need but they dont come

"Just show her where the damn bathroom is already would you!" I hear a voice from behind me and when i turn i am met with a boy just about my age, he might be a year older i guess. He has white hair that falls on his face and blue eyes, he is wearing a button down shirt that looks a little bit big for his slim built but somehow it fits him Perfectly.

"What! Can't a guy talk to a pretty girl!" The boy standing in front of me chuckles drawing my attention back to him and i blink rapidy to prevent the smoke from getting into my eyes

"Can you just tell me how i can get to the bathroom!?" I call out again but this time i get no reply, its like everybody forgot i was standing there, even the boy standing in front of me, he is now laughing at God knows what making me slightly irritated, im on the verge of peeing on my body and to top it all off i know my mum will kick my butt if i do not return soon. I debate on if i should just hold in my pee or ask for directions to the bathroom once more when i hear a voice behind me.

"Its down the paved road to your right" its the boy with white hair, he is holding the joint now and has a tired expression on his face.

"Thank you" i say but hope he does not hear me as i quickly walk away. That was tireing. After using the bathroom that looks perfectly okay i rush back to mass passing the same set of boys still smoking their weed and thankfully no one called out to me.

By the time i get back to mass mum is glearing at me but i try to ignore it. All i did was pee, shes not going to be too mad, right?

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"What is wrong with you!" Mom yells as we walk trough the front door of our house

"I just went to pee!" I try my best to sound calm, not that i did not already see this coming but she is not letting this go and its realky weird, its like she would rather let me pee while mass was going on, i hate when she nags at me like i cannot get up to pee when ever i wanted to

"There are boys back there that smoke weed, talk about girls that they raped or used and use cursed words as they like back there!" She says in a low voice as if the 'boys' she was talking about could hear her, by this time Iris had gone up to her room while Aria was on the couch pretending not ti know whaylt was happening, some sisters they were, they could not even at leat pretend like they cared about me to help me out.

So thats why she dosen't let us go there, so shr rather let us hold in our pee

"I don't want them near any of you!" She contiuses, her voice still low but holds a lot of authority "they are no go, i hope to God you did not see them when you went back there!" She is searching my eyes for an answer but i speak before she can use her eyes to drill the answers out of me

"No" the lie feels weird falling from my mouth, i usually do not need to lie because i am so used to doing whatever mom wants.

"Good" she turns on her moderatly high hills into the kitchen. Aria and i just look at each othere, we did not need to talk for her to know that i lied..... And i could tell that she would never bring it up, well at least not when i am around and i liked it that way "I'm going to order chinese food!" Moms voice booms from the kitchen and as Aria is about to answer i walk away to my room as fast as i can so mom does not see me

Because it feels like if she does she will notice that i lied.

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