Ok so I don't know how to start this is just wanted to share my thoughts with some people.
Well the first thing I want to talk about is friends I've never had a best friend I've only ever really had friends you know people I hang out with so I'm not alone at school.
I do care for these 'friends' but I don't feel like they care for me.
They talk I listen. I talk they never notice me. They're hurt I try my best to help. I get hurt they laugh. You know they just never notice me and I always feel left out when I try to talk and be loud they alway call me 'weird' or look at me like 'WTF is she doing she's so annoying' but even with people they HATE they act differently towards them like they care I just never feel wanted and it happens to me all the time I remember when I was younger I didn't care what people thought but when I got older I got to scared to talk to people I would stress just having to ask people for food at a restaurant when they ask me what I want or going threw a checkout WITH my mum I just don't know I don't want to be like THIS forever...
does anyone else feel this way??
