a stupid crush

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sanemis pov

tomioka giyuu. i hate everything about that man, i hated his "im better than all of you" attitude, i hate his stupid face, i hate his mismatched haori, i hate his beautiful hair, i hate that he looks like he was made by a god- no what am i thinking? what is wrong with me? why am i thinking like this? why master ubuyashiki? why did you have to catch on? why did you have to send us on a mission together? why? why? why? why cant i just get over this....

"the sun is rising...." his stupid voice snapped me out of my line of thought "we should find somewhere to stay, there is a wisteria crest inn near by...."

"fine, but only because im tired not because you said so or anything"
silence. isnt he going to tell me where this inn is? "so? where is it?"

"oh.... right, its just down here" he began leading me, i am following him. *i* am following *him*. what am  i a dog now? what am i becoming? soft? no i cant be.

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it seemed like we have been walking for hours but its only been minutes. collywobbles, its the only way to describe this feeling. it may sound stupid, childish, foolish, naive, immature and yes it is but.... it feels so.... right? can i say that? were both men, is it wrong?

a voice snapped me out of my vhain off thought, crap why do i keep stoping to think of him? this never happened before, "shinazugawa?" he sounded almost concerned

"huh? fuck you want?" the words stung coming from my mouth, to anyone else id be fine, but him, *him* i love him too much to be mean, but anything else would be out off character.

"we are here" he seemed unbothered but he wasnt i could tell.
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