No Going Back

Prologue

Prologue

You know that nursery rhyme, the one with the harden egg that wouldn't listen. I guess its safe to say I was that harden person. Well my heart was. My heart ignored my brain and tried to climb over his wall but like the story says I made it to the top but fell right back down flat on my face. My heart was torn and shredded into millions of pieces. My poor stubborn heart, it was humpty dumpty.No matter how hard my friends and family tried to put me back together I fell apart again. I was unfixable. I was like a building made with no cement. One blow would topple me over and I wouldn't be able to get up back again. Everyone tried their hardest to help and hoped I would let them but I pushed them all away I refused to let anyone in and eventually most of them gave up.

My days where spent in my room which had become my own little safe house. Stacked with romantic sappy love stories and empty tubs of ben and jerry's and tissue papers. it took me five months to decide I should stop living in my own self-loathing and break back out. I was trapped in a prison of sadness and the key was far out of my reach. I tried every day, every single day I tried and finally something clicked. I broke out.

I locked all those pas memories out and flung the key into a bottom less sea. I made a promise to myself, the past should remain in the past and I was ready to head into the future. the certain green eyed devil who broke me like an unwanted toy was long gone and it was time I moved on. I walked away leaving all my bad memories under one name that summarized it all up,

Cody Matthews.