Don't worry (depressed denki x Shinsou

Chapter 14

Tw: there is going to be talk of self harm
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Shinsou's pov

I hold Kaminari close to me as Bakugo sits down on the other side of the bed, immediately starting this talk he wanted to have with me. "So when did he start doing this" that's the first thing he asks me. He still speaks in a calm and gentle voice, I guess he really doesn't want to wake him up. I mean I don't want to either, who knows how much he needs sleep.

"Im not sure when he started this, I only found out a few days ago and I never got to talk to him about it, I was actually going to talk to him about it today when he came into his dorm, but I guess I'll have to do that at a later time" I tell bakugo as I gently stroke kaminari's hair.

"Does anything else happen?" He asks me. "What do you mean by that?" I say, a bit confused on what he means by that.

"I mean does anything else happen to him? Like does his parents harm him at all, or does he skip out on eating dinner? I know he eats lunch at school, he sits at my idiotic table." Bakugo clarifies.

"I don't know" I respond "like I said, I've only found out recently like you have, I haven't gotten to talk about any of this to him yet"

I look at Bakugo as he tilts his head back and grips at the top of his head in frustration. "Are you okay Bakugo?" I ask, I have to make sure he's okay, this might be a lot to take in. I mean he has know kaminari for longer, but I don't know what their friendship is like.

"Of course out of fucking every one in this class it had to be kaminari" I head him mutter. "He just seemed always so happy and all that shit he dose with hair for brains and tape face, no one expected this. But why didn't I notice sooner that something was happening?"

Is Bakugo blaming some of this on his self?

Nope that's not allowed.

"Bakugo, none of this is your fault, I don't know what you thinking of right now, and I know learning this about one of your close friends might be hard, but we'll get him out of this. If you can't help him, then I will continue doing it by myself until he stops."

He looks at me with that glare he always has. "Of course I going to fucking help" I can tell he want to yell at me but he's holding back for Kaminari's sake. "I training to become a hero and he's also my... he's, somewhat of maybe a... a friend." He glares at the wall, as he probably for the first time admitted to kaminari being his friend.

If I was that wall I would be terrified.

Bakugo then continues to talk "and when you're planing to talk to him, I want to be there. I don't care what you say, I am going to be there with you or I will talk to him separately without you."
He then glares at me, I hold kaminari tighter as if somehow Bakugo's glare is going to take him away from me.

"You can be here when we talk, only if kaminari says it's okay. I don't want to pressure him into doing anything he doesn't want to." I say giving Bakugo that same glare back, showing him that I am not scared of him.

"Tch, fine" he grumbles out and looks away from me and kaminari. I take this moment of silence to check on kaminari. He's still sleeping, that's good, he also seems comfortable. I stroke his hair again and he subconsciously snuggles closer to me. Cute...

Im broken out of my thoughts as I hear Bakugo speak again in his surprisingly not loud voice. "Are you the only one that knows, besides now me?" Bakugo ask. "Yeah, he asked me not to tell anyone, it just got really bad and I needed help" I say. Which is true I don't think I would've gotten him to calm down if it wasn't for bakugo.

Bakugo looks like he's choosing his next words carefully as he says "I'm glad that you were the first one to know, he seems to really like you"

Likes me? I guess we're friends and all so it probably makes sense for him to like me. Not in a different way, we're just friends.

"Yeah I guess we have became good friends" I say, I look down at kaminari and run my fingers through his hair. His hair is really soft. I don't want to stop touching it.

"Shinsou" that causes me to look up at Bakugo straight away, he never uses my name, especially in this soft voice I never imagined he would have. "I don't mean like a friend, have you seen the way he fucking looks at you during classes or lunch? I don't even think he's knows he doing it." Bakugo looks at me with sharp eyes but he still keeps his voice low so he doesn't wake up kaminari. "Your more that just a friend to him."

More that a friend?

Does that mean...

No he wouldn't like me in that way.

"Stop your stupid ass thinking, I'm not trying to be a match maker or some shit, but ask yourself what is he to you" what is he to me? And with that Bakugo gets up and starts to walk out of the room.

"W-wait!" I call out, not loud to be careful to not wake him up but enough for Bakugo to stop. "Please don't tell anyone about any of this." "I'm not going to tell anyone" and with that Bakugo leaves the room, leaving me with only my thoughts and a sleeping kaminari.

I look down a kaminari, what is he to me? He's was my first friend I know that. I play with his hair as his head lays on my chest, still sleeping peacefully. He really is beautiful.

Wait. Beautiful?

Did I just call him beautiful? I mean he is beautiful, but is this what Bakugo was talking about. So do I really like kaminari?

I mean I know he somehow magically became my friend, but do I like him more than that? I know I want to help him, I want to get him to stop harming himself.

But I also can't shake off the fact that's he's absolutely beautiful, and so so so pretty. I look down at his face. He looks so cute while he sleeps. I gently place my hand on the side of his face, I can't help my eyes wondering to his lips, thinking of how soft they look and what they would feel like on mine...

I can't help but reach down and place a soft a gentle kiss on his forehead.

I also can't help that I might break one of my dad's most important rules.
'No loud blondes'

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Can anyone guess whose Shinsou dad is???

We also got the soft side of Bakugo, no yelling from him at all. The next chapter I will definitely be going back into kaminari's pov as I meant to actually write this whole story in his pov but... you know... things happen