𝕽𝖊𝖑𝖎𝖆𝖇𝖑𝖊 (bxb)

CHAPTER 5

Nick's POV:

   After what happened yesterday I felt so much guilt about it , why would I even say something like this to him and his relations are none of my business ! It was seeming like I was an overprotective or overpossessive boyfriend which I'm clearly not ; In first place I'm not even a boyfriend ... . I sighed entering the classroom searching for him , he was there sitting alone ? Alone ! I went up there to his seat . He ignored me like always "look I wanna say sorry.." I was saying but was cutted off by him "Don't just don't I don't want to listen your bullshit" he didn't even look at me while saying . My ego clashed down in pieces I never ever Apologize to anyone before but to him, I always did , I sighed taking sit at the opposite corner of his .
Alexis said that she completed the assignment it was better this way "thanks " I said to her showing my gratefulness whole day went by he was alone ; alone means full by himself rather than with his friends on other hands his friends were extremely supportive to him they gave him space he needs .

Saince's POV:
 
      I Don't know what happened to Shas he was really down and doesn't even want to talk everyday we go together today he came alone , sat alone , I wonder what could have happened . I asked Alexis maybe she could knew the reason but she was also clueless like me . I like how easy going she is , being with her is like you have ray of sunshine around you also those giggles of her lord I'm so down .

Shashank's POV:

        All day i was alone being alone gives me peace but , I definitely miss Alexis and Sanice they were my ray of sunshine but It was necessary for me to let the cloud rain and then comes a fresh new sunshine . Yesterday was something  I can't explain in words a piece of me gets trigger over something ; it's all because of my past it was not good to be exact but I keeping getting stuck into it . You can never leave it or forgot it's a part of you ; u fought with it , u struggle in it and you made out if it . It's not as easy as people say to leave it behind like it's not a Google history that you can delete it , it's an event in your life where you touch the ground in lowest and came up again . Days pass by and no interaction were happening between me and him. It's  been two week to that incident and none have talk about it . We were again supposed to meet at Alexis but it got cancelled so I decide to walk around the campus . There i found Sanice ; Hi I tapped on her back , hey she replied back "SO how it is going ? "She asked
Okay I guess I replied back she hmmed to the response.  
         "SO what happen between you and Nick you two don't seems to be on good term !" ; "yea I know I hate him so much that i could even kill him , I stated ."Ohhhh but he is sweet isn't he ?"; He is clearly a bastard I Said , she laughed at me 'WHY' she ask . I don't know but I hate him he is so rude , so mean , so disrespectful and mainly mend in others business.
           "Wait ,what I never seen him being rude or mean and he never poke his nose in others business " she said in firm voice "Ayy you are my friend you are supposed to be my side not his and he is mean di.. (I was about to say but stopped) wait don't tell me you like him that's why you are protecting him right ?" ; Ewww no not even close she said making disgusted face . Umm let me guess Ross ? , no she stated . Niall? again it was no , oh then it's me I said faking excitement ; she laughs at me as she knew I was joking with her but then she paused and tears flowing down her face.

Sanice's POV:

        We were talking about Nick but ended up on who is my crush; I have no crush on boys nor interested .. I knew this was gonna come without noticing my tears started flowing down my cheeks. Shas got shocked thinking he made me cry it was his intention but clearly it was not it was me , I was the problem . SHHHH ; He clamed me down from crying he hand me tissues from his bag , I wiped my tears ; SORRY that i cried I said to him . Are u crazy or what sorry for what he said it's okay everyone has their things to deal with and sometime it become too much that we burst it out with tears .
    
        Hmm I nodded to his statement.  I...it's that I'm not interested in boys I ...I'm interested in Alexis she is my crush I like I do it's been 3 months already and It's feel I known her forever she is my ray of sunshine , she brings light in my darkness, she is bee to my nectar. He laughed at my last statement ; awwww look at you so in love even it's okay I don't judge you for being this . I'll never judge you for being you I promise he then gave me hug . 'Ughh how come you are so good with words Shas' I asked .
"Secret , more like if you ask a person who have never listen this words for him by others then he instead used it for others who need it" he grin at last line . I love you Shas I stated clinging to him he laughed again .