Seungsung Oneshots 🫶🏼 (HIATUS)

Missing You 💔

Summary: YOU DON'T GET ONE HAHAHAHAHA

"Sung!" Seungmin shouted as he ran after his boyfriend. "Min!" Jisung shouted enthusiastically as he hugged him. "Sleepover tonight?" Seungmin asked as they moved down the hallway, holding hands. "Sure. I don't have soccer on tonight so yeah." Jisung responded looking up at the younger. 

"Perfect!" Seungmin shouted as they made their way down the stairs. "Let me just message my mum!" Jisung said as they headed to their lockers to put their books away from the day. "Minnie!" Chan shouted as he ran over and engulfed Seungmin in a tight hug.

"Sungie!" He then shouted and picked Jisung up in a tight hug. "Hey Channie!" Jisung yelled happily as he was spun around. "Chan baby put him down." Minho said as he leaned against a pole and saw his boyfriend pout. "Down." Jisung said as Chan put him down sadly and waddled over to Minho.

"You're such a baby." Minho chuckled as he played with his hair. "Hey, you guys still free Saturday for the party?" Seungmin asked. "Yeah, we're still free Min." Minho replied as Chan nodded. "Oh, I didn't know you were having a party, Min?" Jisung questioned as Seungmin mentally cursed for letting him hear.

"Oh, yeah. Mum just wanted a few friends. My list is already full Sungie. Sorry." Seungmin said as he tried so hard not to spoil the surprise. "Oh, yeah that's fine Min. Umm, I can go to your house by the way. Just have to be home by 5pm Saturday. Which should give you enough time to prepare." Jisung said as he felt tears prick his eyes.

He turned around to start walking towards Seungmin's mother's car as he knew where she parked every day. "SEUNGMIN! You're so stupid!" Minho shouted as he watched Jisung sadly walk away. "I KNOW! I'm sorry!" Seungmin shouted back.

"Now he's gonna think we hate him again!" Minho said worried, knowing how his best friend gets. "I know, I know. Look I gotta go but I'll text you guys later!" Seungmin said as he ran to catch up with his boyfriend.

"Sungie I'm so sorry." Seungmin apologised as Jisung just looked up at him and smiled. "It's fine Min. I don't care." Jisung replied. Seungmin felt his heart fill with guilt as they reached his mother's car, Jisung immediately sitting in the front. Seungmin crawled in the back as he watched his mother's face light up as she saw Jisung hop in.

"Jisung! My baby!" She yelled as she grabbed his face and squished his cheeks. "Hey mumma." Jisung responded with a huge smile. Jisung and Seungmin had been friends for 10 years, ever since they were 5, dating for 3 after they both confessed. Their parents instantly rejoicing.

"Hey mum can we stop at Maccas?" Seungmin asked as his mother nodded and pulled into the nearest McDonalds. "I'll be back boys." She said enthusiastically as she closed the door. "Jisung baby I'm sorry. Please forgive me." Seungmin begged as he sat in the front seat across from Jisung.

"Min, I don't care. it's fine if you don't want me there." Jisung smiled warmly, knowing he was dying inside from the pain. Just then Seungmin's mother came back and started yelling at him for 'messing' up her new car. 

They all laughed as they headed home.

Jisung instantly going into Seungmin's room. Seungmin following after doing chores. "Hey baby." Seungmin softly whispered as he closed the door and saw a little head pop up out of the covers. "Hey." He sniffled, trying to hide the fact he was crying. However, his boyfriend instantly noticed.

"Baby, were you crying?" Seungmin asked concerned as he turned his fairy lights on and crawled into bed with Jisung. "No." Jisung said as he frantically wiped his tears away. "Sweetheart, why are you crying?" He asked, hopping for an answer. Jisung didn't respond.

*Fake* snores could be heard from Jisung as Seungmin just assumed he had fallen asleep. He got under the covers and felt two arms instantly attach to his waist, he chuckled as Jisung snuggled up to his side.

"Goodnight my love." Seungmin whispered. 

~Time skip to Jisung leaving Seungmin's house~

"But aren't you having a-" "Ok, see you Monday baby. I love you so much my love." Seungmin cut his mother off as he bear hugged Jisung. "O-Ok, see you Monday Minnie." Jisung mumbled.

Jisung said goodbye to Seungmin and his mother and walked out to his father's car and got in. Saying hi to his sister who looked as if she was dragged from hell and back. "Hey Sungie." His father said as he smiled. "Hey dad."

They quietly drove home.

"Ok, Jisung. We'll be out for 3 hours max. You sure you don't want to come to the movies baby?" His mother asked as she inspected his face. "Yes, I'm sure mum." He responded laughing. "Ok sunshine. We'll be back at 12." His mother yelled as his parents and brother and sister walked out.

He turned around and went up to his room to check the time. 9 o'clock. He couldn't control the tears that fell from his face, knowing all his friends, and boyfriend, were now celebrating on his birthday without him.

No birthday gifts, no cards, no birthday wishes. Nothing. He couldn't fight the terrible thoughts that instantly flooded his head as he walked over to the bathroom and closed the door.

"You sure he's gonna be there?" Jeongin asked as they pulled up to Jisung's. "Yes, he messaged me earlier that he was home alone." Seungmin responded. "If he's depressed it's your fault Seungmin." Minho said annoyed.

"I said I'm sorry!" Seungmin yelled as they all got out. "What if he's not ok though?" Felix said scared. "He'll be fine Lixxie." Hyunjin smiled. They unlocked the door and headed inside. (Seungmin had a spare key) They headed upstairs to Jisung's room.

"SURPRISE!" They all shouted as they opened his door to find no Jisung. "Ji?" Seungmin asked as he looked around the messy room. "GUYS!" Jeongin screamed as he banged on the bathroom door that was still locked.

Seungmin felt his heart sink. "Han Jisung open the goddamn door right now!" Chan yelled. "HAN JISUNG!" Seungmin shouted, startling everyone. "HAN JISUNG, I SWEAR!" He shouted again. Nothing.

"I'm breaking down the door." Changbin said as he started kicking the door. He finally broke it down. Instantly regretting it. They all stared in shock as they saw Jisung on the floor. Dead.

"J-Jisung?" Seungmin asked as his voice croaked and he fell to his knees. "NO!" He screamed. Jeongin ran downstairs, Changbin following. "M-Min." Chan croaked. "NO, HE CAN'T BE DEAD!" He shouted as he picked up the cold boy's, lifeless, limp body. Holding it close until his parents and paramedics arrived.

It had been 3 months since Jisung killed himself. And ever since then Seungmin didn't show up to school. He cut everyone off. his friends, extended family, even Jisung's family. He only talked to his mother when he needed food, then he would go back to his room and sob.

"I'm so sorry Jisung. I never meant to hurt you." Seungmin whispered as he jumped of the tallest building in their city.

~~~~~~~~~~~~The End~~~~~~~~~~~~

Word Count: 1182