Please don't leave me [Kanato Sakamaki love story]

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Unstable....Freak...useless...Emo....faggot....stupid bitch...crazy....immature....childish....insane

Those were the many names that Hara was called in school and by other people, she was used to being put down, she was used to people abusing and bullying her. She was used to feeling pain, she was used to seeing blood. She was used to not sleeping, she was used to the nightmares that came over her and crying when she woke up.

She was used to the hellish life she lived with six male vampires and the adopted sister she had. She was used to being sucked dry of her blood by the males whenever they wanted. She was used to having the razor she had in her hand on her skin slicing it open with every cut she made on her left arm. She was used to it the pain so much she didn't ever cry when she cut herself or when she saw the blood gushing out of the mark.

Little did she know that the only vampire that talked to her was looking for her, that how he was able to find her was because of the scent of her blood going through the hall. He rushed to her room only to see her sitting on the floor with her arm on the bed bleeding. She was just watching the blood escape her wrist. She was just sitting there as if it wasn't anything new to her.

"You stupid girl what are you doing?" The male asked as he came up to her

She said nothing like she usually did. She couldn't speak even if she wanted to, she had cut herself off from the world and made herself mute. Her voice got her laughed at so many times so she made it so she couldn't ever speak again. At first it pissed off all six brother's but after Yui explained that she couldn't speak they didn't harp on her for speaking any more.

Which to Hara was nothing new, nothing seemed to surprise her anymore. Nothing seemed to make her want to voice herself, nothing gave her the motivation to not be how she was. Instead of looking to him she closed her eyes which got her nowhere with the male. Instead of harming her he picked her up by her wrist and he licked the blood off of her wrist before he looked her in the eyes only to see how dull they were.

"Hara...You look so dead like right now. Not once have I seen a single emotion run through your eyes. I want to know why...why do you cut yourself off from everyone?" He asked as he moved closer to her. "Won't you tell me?"

She frowned at him, she didn't know if she could trust him, but then sighed. Which was normal for when they talked. He knew she was debating and waited for a short period of time before she nodded her head.

He let go of her wrist before he wrapped it so he didn't smell the blood anymore. He then looked her straight in the eyes.

"Abuse, bullying. Words. Actions." Was all she said sadly

Hearing those for words from her made him blink a few times. He couldn't believe that what he tried worked for once, he had been trying so hard to get the young woman to speak to him, but nothing he tried worked. That was until he bluntly asked her like he just did, he couldn't believe how beautiful her voice sounded.

"Being abused and bullied by peoples words and actions made you not being able to talk?" The male asked

"Humans and vampires. Hate nothing more. Destroy different can't handle truth." She said seriously

"Oh...That would explain why you didn't answer me before....I guess its just natural for me. I do apologize Hara." He said sadly

"Forgiven Kanato."

He looked to her in awe as she said his name for the first time. "You have such a beautiful voice...its a shame you don't talk more often."

"No like voice, no like bullies."

Kanato hugged his teddy tightly as he looked to her sadder. "People who have told you that you don't have a beautiful voice are wrong...You have an amazing voice Hara, I'd like to here to talk more if you allow me to."

She looked down to her bandaged arm before she looked up to Kanato after a few moments. She then got closer to him and she hugged him. He blinked a few times but then he smiled a little as he hugged her back. He then pulled her on to his lap as he lied to the side with his shoes off of his feet.

"Stay...please?" Hara said softly to Kanato

"If that's what I have to do to keep you from being a mute around me then so be it."

She nodded her head. "Speak only to you, no one else."

"We're going to have to work on your speech, you're speaking in incomplete sentences."

"Sorry Kanato." Hana said sadly

He pulled her closer to him and kissed the top of her head. "Don't say that, if you haven't spoken in years its going to take you time to re-get used to the fact that you're using your voice in years. You're just going to have to slowly redevelop your mind."

She nodded her head. "Okay. You'll help?"

He gave her a toothy smile. "Of course, after school every night I'll help you out and get you to talk properly."

She closed her eyes and held on to his vest as she cuddled closely to him. "Thank you...Kanato. You not so bad as brothers."

He smiled at her and kept her close to his chest as he watched her sleep for a moment brushing his hand against the side of her face every now and then. Once she was asleep he went around the house a bit differently, he felt special knowing that he had heard the voice of Hara after her being around them for so long. He knew his brother's would antagonize her for not speaking with them as well so he kept it to himself as he went to his favorite spot within the manor which was sitting on a ledge of the second story balcony.

He held his teddy as he sang Scarborough fair as he closed his eyes, wondering what Hara would be like if she began to sing. Would her singing voice be just as beautiful as her voice when she talked to him or would it be like nails on a chalk board. He wanted to be able to do more with her, truth be told Kanato enjoyed being around Hara more than Yui. Hara didn't piss him off, Hara didn't do any of the stupid things that Yui did. He compared the two a lot.

Hara was the smarter and prettier one of the two, he couldn't wait to be able to talk to her the next night hear her voice once more. Hearing her speak his name that night made him realize just how much he had fallen for the girl. He wanted her to be his and only his, he didn't care how possessive he was going to be with Hara, the sooner she realized that she was his the sooner he could make her realize just how much he needed her to stay beside him.

He unconsciously licked his lips remembering how her blood tasted, it was sweeter than Yui's in some-way. It tasted different than Yui's in some-way, he couldn't place it. He didn't know why he was attracted so much to one human girl but he was. He wanted the life to come back to her dead eyes and show expressions and feelings that Yui showed within her eyes. He wanted to know all the lovely emotions that ran through the beautiful brunette as he was around her.

Just thinking about it made him smile a bit and press his face against the soft back of his teddy. He couldn't believe how addicting he was getting to one human female, but it was what happened when he let his curiosity get the best of him. He had not only smelled the blood of Yui, but the distinct blood of Hara's when they first came into the manor. Hara for the longest time hid herself beside Yui as if she was afraid of being around other people, but knowing her a bit better.

It wasn't that at all. She just didn't like strangers getting close to her. He knew he freaked her out when he licked her neck when he first met her. But he couldn't help himself...she smelled so sweet and he had an addiction to sweet things.