TW : blood, cuts, death
" Crap- "her words was cut off when an unknown girl suddenly appeared in front of her. Holding her wrist that holding the bloody blade, preventing her from cutting herself
" What are you doing? "asked by the girl. Dark circles is visible around her eyes. Her pupils is dark and lifeless. Her skin is pale. Her lips is dry. A lot of bruises is visible on her arms and neck.
Her eyes fell on the girl's hand that holding her wrist-more like gripping it. It's shaking a bit. Red blood is dripping out of the cuts.. cuts above the cuts. Some are healing, some are fresh.
She slowly raise her head, eyeing the girls clothes. She's wearing a white polo, a greasy one. It also have holes and cuts. Dried bloods is also visible. When her eyes reach her eyes, she felt a shiver down to her spine.
She force a smile." Let go of me "she mutter solemnly while pulling her wrist back." I'm just diverting the pain from my heart "she added.
The girl shakes her head, carefully and slowly. Her eyes is like telling her to stop from whatever she's planning.
" No. Don't destroy yourself "
" I'm not "she mutter firmly. She felt her eyes watering. She took a deep breath and straighten her back, holding her tears.
" You are. Slowly. They caused you a lot of pain, I know. But don't hurt yourself more. You are smart. You are enough. You should be learning from their judgements and insults, not taking it deep in your heart and living with it. That's not you, Amora "
" You don't know what you are saying "she mutter, slowly shaking her head.
" And you don't know what you are doing "her voice raise a bit. Making her flinch," Stop destroying me. I've been there. I've been in your shoes and now I am gone, I am regretting it. I have dreams, I have goals. But I don't have a chance of reaching it now because I am gone. I chose to live with they judgements and insults. I kept everything I heard from them and when I burst out, I found myself hanging on my rooms ceiling. Pale and lifeless "Her eyes widen in shock when she heard what she said. Her heart start pounding fast. Making it hard for her to breath. The way she look at her feels like she's talking to her soul," And that's when I realized my mistakes and regret it instantly. Don't be like me, Tine "Sadness and regret is visible at the girl's voice. Tears is also flowing nonstop from her eyes.
With a shaking lips, she asked." Who are you? "
" I am you "
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Her thoughts turn to a Masterpiece
HumorWriting my thoughts helped me to release my stress. I didn't wrote nor posted this to gain sympathy. I post this cause THIS IS MY MASTER PIECE