𝐎𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐫𝐲 | Muichiro Tokito

᪥ Part thirteen ᪥

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7:37am Thursday

I felt nothing but comfortable

Literally nothing

I felt like i was literally sleeping on warm, fluffy clouds.

I don't wanna get up

I cuddled closer to the warm thing that i was holding and there wasn't a single thought in my head

Other than the fact that i was comfortable

I slowly opened my eyes and looked around the room, only being able to look at what was around me and not the fact that i was SLEEPING ON SOMEONE.

I noticed the feeling of a faint heartbeat and my vision kept slowly going up and down.

Almost like someone was breathing

Well obviously

I pushed myself up lightly and stretched my arms out, looking down i was confused for a minute

...Why am i on top of Tokito? I asked myself

WHY AM I ON TOP OF HIM.

I quickly got off of him by moving my legs back which were on either side of him and i stood up, slowly losing my balance because i don't take care of myself so i have iron deficiency fr

But thats not important right now

I placed the blankets back on his body, being careful not to wake him. and i rushed to the bathroom to wash my face and question literally everything.
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When i got to the bathroom i paced back and forth, "why, how, when, WHY." I couldn't wrap my mind around how it even happened, but i didn't understand why i didn't want to complain

I mean he was soft
And warm
And comfortable...

I slapped myself in the face to make sure i wasn't dreaming and cuz im actually insane for being okay with what happened

It wasn't that bad though

It wasn't even bad at all

I blushed at the thought of everything.
His chest
His hands
His eyes

All these small details about him felt so comforting and i don't understand why

Why don't i feel shame in thinking of him like this

While i was on the bathroom floor (again) gushing at everything thought i could possibly think, i heard the door open

HOW DID I MANAGE TO FORGET TO LOCK THE BATHROOM DOOR THAT IS A BIG NO NO.

"Y/n?"

Omg there he is

"Yes?-"

"Come back"

OMG HIS SLEEPY VOICEEEEEEEEE.

"H-HUH?"
Why am i stuttering
I NEVER STUTTER
STUTTERING IS FOR WEIRD PEOPLE

I turned around and looked at him

He was so sleepy. His eyes looked half awake and he looked like he was about to fall over

"Come back over here, please?"

AWWWWW HES BEGGING

I got up and i walked over to him, tapping his forehead and he looked at me with that adorable, sleepy, confusion.

He didn't even respond before hugging me and for the first time i didn't feel startled or against it

Hes warm...

I could feel him losing balance so i dragged him back to the bedroom and pushed him on the bed lightly. He let out a soft groan before opening up his arms again for another hug. "Why did you leave?" He whispered.

IS THIS MAN EVEN CONSCIOUS RIGHT NOW??

I didn't say anything
I didn't want to
I just wanted to lay here with him

I just wanted him
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IM SORRY THIS WAS SO SHORT YALL I PROMISE ILL MAKE A LONGER CHAPTER LATER BUT FOR NOW YALL CAN EAT THIS UP FR