𝕽𝖊𝖑𝖎𝖆𝖇𝖑𝖊 (bxb)

CHAPTER 10

Shashank's POV:

After that morning conversation with Sanice I decided to give an chance to this since , I should not be to quick to judge him . It's been two weeks already to us
so far there was no sign of that again it was going okay , we were learning to understand eachother and how things happen. This was our second date but with our friends also, we were going to a trip since this semester was finished . It was Me , Him , Ross , Sanice , Alexis and Nick , we were going to a night stay there and I discussed with Mark that I'm not okay with having sex  , I need some time to be settle around and I promise it will be quick if he doesn't put too much pressure.

      He was supportive of my decision which made me relaxed and enjoy my trip. We reached our destination moving futher to our villa yes we booked villa for ourselves with 3 bedrooms ; One for me and mark , another 2 for four of them . It had BBQ also so we decided to make dinner ourselves , Nick and Alexis were a great cook Ross and Mark would arrange the stuffs. Remaining Me and Sanice would create the vibe with our bang dj' songs, Sanice played Closer by The chainsmoker . We both were vibing on it , dancing like a crazy because we don't know how to dance . It was my time to play the song and I choose here with me by d4vd!! I Don't know why I played ,why no other song popped in my my mind but my hands typed it . I watched over at Nick who was now stunned by the song I chose the moment the Chorus (And if it's right, I don't care
How long it takes
As long as I'm with you
I've got a smile on my face
Save your tears
It'll be okay
All I know
Is you're here with me)

        we look at each other and he sang he was feeling every bit of it as he was trying to say that to me . I glance over at Mark he was busy making food he didn't even notice what just happened, nor I wanted to him to see . I went over to Nick "Hey what was that" I asked "What" he said "That that you looking straight into my eyes and feeling every inch of it your eyes were trying to say something to me" I stated "LOL seriously you think too much Shas,chill it's nothing ", "No it's not your eyes are teary look u said you will tell me every single things we are best-friend "," We are ? We were Shas we were everything changed between nothing is same ever since he came nothing is same nor gonna be "
"What are even talking about Nick I don't understand why are you dragging him?" . "Why not when you can drag him in between us " , "When did I drag him between Nick" .
     
        " Idk but it seems like Shas we were about to have a thing it seems like that you were opening more to me , you did not hate me anymore like you used to , you were okay with the intimacy between us then how out of nowhere he proposed you and you said yes , you know he is a player Shas , Still you let him play with you !!"." Enough Nick he is not a player he loves me truly and respect me " , " Really , respect he scoffed he didn't even acknowledge you honey , he just want to fuck you surely he has another women out to fuck with after you ; look I did not want to invade in this but he is cheating on you I saw him coming out of the same hotel which u went too on first date he paused I know you ran away from him I saw him going in with an another women that same night", I went numb no thought no aggression nothing just blank. " I care for you Shas I really do please leave him he is not your worth you have me Shas ... you have Ross, Sanice , Alexis we are there for you . He hugged me tight.

Nick's POV:

I confessed him that how a piece of shit Mark is and how he is just using him, After hearing Shas was silent no reaction , no response nothing. I went to hug him ; comfort him after long much I held him in my arms and this was the best feeling the feeling I want to be with me forever!. The Balcony door was now opened aggressively it's was Mark . Shas turn around to see Mark he was fuming ! "Shassshank I fucking told you to be away from him " he screamed landing a punch on me ." Are you fucking kidding Me" I barked at him , "No you guys are mostly this bitch he is the problem , he can't figure out whom to choose so he just use both of us and how in the world you can even be with him Nick he's a hoe who just sleeps around with everyone" .
 
          "ENOUGH NOT A ANOTHER WORD ABOUT HIM OR ELSE I'LL KILL YOU" I SAID . " Right I can't choose but Atleast I Don't fuck around with everyone like you Mark , You are a son of a bitch who just needs sex to escape the reality , to escape the real reason that you know I know , to escape the mistake you did ! I'm still a Virgin I don't fuck around like you said , I trusted you , I liked you coz I thought u will heal my inner child which you just made fake promises about , you promised that you will work on your anger issues; your addiction and never ever raised a voice but you did , you did it on very first day just because you were my boyfriend you wouldn't force me into sex love Relationship isn't about physical attraction it's more than that!! Glad that I didn't gave you the chance to fuck me , yes I have an worse past where I suffered because of someone's else wrong deed and now I don't want you to make me suffer again , I'm all good by myself and all I want you is to you leave now ; right now go away from my sight " Shas spoke and Mark left . All five of us were standing in the living room . Saince came and hugged Shas "It's okay you can cry take it out Shas it's not worth it to suffer alone inside it us no one is gonna judge you here " The moment those words were out of her mouth Shas broke down completely in tears.