My parents got divorce and remarried. I was living with my father even before my parents got divorce so after they split up i was still living with my father.within 2-3 months he changed. The person who didn’t even used to raise his voice at me behaved badly with me raise his hand,talk so rudely that makes me feel that if i just die Everything will be ok.
Well my mother was not good either.she was actually worse than my father.she used to make me feel like i am the problem in everything even before my parents even got divorce.
I knew i could not live with her so i chose my father over her but my father's new wife changed that.
I had no choice but to move out from my father's place.
When I moved out i had no job.well in my country there is no part time job for a 17year old.and even if there were some my parents Won't let me do it.well you might think then they were paying for my living right?
yeah they were.but with every single penny they reminded me that yeah they are giving it and it's not their job to do so It’s the other parent's work.
After 2 months it came to a place where I had to adjust within the little Money my father was giving to me.so i was DOING it.
Cutting my 3 meals a day to 1 meal a day,
And eat some small amounts of snacks to go through the days.
This was just a small example of what i was going Through.my life was more fuxked up then that.full of problems but no solution.
Nick was my school friend.we became friends when we were working on some school work together.he was senior to me.i was in 7th class when i become friend with him.he was in 11th.after a year he graduate from school and wend for college but we keep in touch throughout they years.
When all the stuff about my parents happened i used to text him whenever I felt like I wanted someone to listen to my side.he used to do so and that's what made me fall for him.
But i didn’t want him in my fuck up life so i didn’t say anything about my feeling to him.
Even though i wanted to do so many many times.
Cause how am i supposed to think about love when all i could think was what will i eat tomorrow?
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The Game Of Love
Romanceno one can break you more when the 1st person who breaks you is your parents.....yes I love you but you leaving me behind to be with someone else did not break me at all cause that time I was happy that I am not involving the person i love in the me...
