Pure Bliss

4. The Sinner

"Don't worry Diego, I wouldn't want to destroy your precious mansion" I cried
Diego smirked, he walked into the bedroom, he sat in front of me.
What is he doing? Why are people so weird? Isn't he meant to be this big bad wolf?
"I know who you're beauty, you're a long way from home aren't you?" Diego asked
"I know who you're too, so what if I am? That's none of your concern anyway" I cried

"I wonder, what it would be like to sleep with an Italian" Diego replied
"I wouldn't sleep with you, if you were the last man on earth" I answered
Diego smirked, I guess he liked a women biting back, he must've not met many women like me.
We must have a lot of things in common, we were both raised in the mafia life, we didn't choose it either.

"I do love a women biting back" Diego cried
"You must've not met many women, like me then" I smirked
"No I haven't actually beauty" Diego smiled
I rolled my eyes at him, then resumed glaring at him, I hated him with a passion.
If he did kill my dad, he's going to have to put up with Riccardo, he'll kill Diego.

"My assistant Larisa, will bring your food in a minute. I can't kill you on an empty stomach, can I?" Diego cried
"Just shoot me already, I'm done anyway" I replied
Diego looked at me, he frowned, then looked down at the floor, as well as, exiting the room.

The truth is, I am done with life at this very moment, what purpose do I have?
Now that my dad has gone, I have nothing, my mum don't like me, Riccardo is just Riccardo.

Tears began to stream down my face, I couldn't help it, I'm allowed to grieve. He's my dad, isn't he?
Why does my mum not like me? The minute I said dad has died, she hugged Riccardo straight away, not me!
I'm younger than Riccardo, why didn't she hug me? Am I germ?

-Tap Tap-
"Come in" I called
Larisa walked into the bedroom, she had long black hair, brown eyes. She was wearing a yellow cardigan, long white skirt, white floral top, black loafers.
She placed the food in front of me, with a glass of water to go with it, I fancied a coke more than anything.
"Thank you" I smiled
Larisa grabbed the silver tray, smiled at me, then exited the room.

They served me liver and kidney pie, I wasn't fucking eating that, it made me vomit.
I drank my water though, it was nice and cold, they must've put ice in it.
I decided to take a shower, after all, if I'm going to be here a while, I might as well get comfortable.
I hopped into the shower, washed myself, washed my hair, as well as, shaving.

I hopped out of the shower, brushed my teeth, then dived back into bed.
-Tap Tap-
"Come in" I called
Larisa walked into the bedroom, she looked down at the plate, then looked back at me.
"You haven't eaten?" Larisa asked
"I'm sorry, it looks lovely. But I don't like liver and kidney pie" I replied
"I see, make sure you eat honey. You need all your strength" Larisa smiled
Now I felt bad, Larisa seems like a lovely lady, it seemed to me like she cared.

Who would care for a prisoner? Who am I kidding? Even Diego don't have a heart, let alone anybody else, in his estranged
mansion.
Suddenly, Diego walked into the bedroom, what was he doing in here?
I leapt up out of bed, whilst stood up, looking at him.

"What do you want?" I asked
"You didn't eat?" Diego asked
"Why do you care?" I asked
"I don't" Diego cried
"Get out then" I replied
"No need for the attitude Beauty" Diego answered

I rolled my eyes, unexpectedly, he looked down at my arms & wrists. My arms and wrists were covered in burn marks, my mum burnt me when I was a kid. When Riccardo was naughty, I used to get punished for it, I don't know why, but I did.
Diego looked back at me, as if he was sympathetic, he don't know the meaning of the word.

I didn't do anything, I just gulped a thousand times, I couldn't help but nearly faint from the smell of his strong cologne.
"Who hurt you?" Diego asked
I didn't answer him, because 1) even if I did tell him, he don't care either way. 2) he's an arsehole. 3) It don't concern him.
"Don't worry about it" I replied
I grabbed his hands to take them of me, I walked away from him, then leapt back into bed.

"Come with me" Diego cried
I leapt back out of bed again, as well as, making it, I decided to follow him.
Diego led me to another bedroom, don't tell me it was his, why would he put me in his bedroom for?
"This is my suite, don't touch anything" Diego replied
"Why you putting me in here for? I don't want to sleep with you" I answered
Diego smirked, I was already up against the wall, his cologne started to fill the room.
It wouldn't be long, before I became intoxicated.

He was handsome, I couldn't deny that. But even the thought of him, killing my dad, I just couldn't.
"I do what I want with you" Diego smirked
"I don't fucking think so!" I yelled
Diego grabbed me by the chin, nearly choking me, I elbowed him, as well as, trying to run towards the door.
By the time I could, Diego got up off the floor, picked me up, besides, laying me on the bed.

"You'll do what I fucking say" Diego cried
"feccia" I replied, spitting in his face once more.
Translation: "feccia"
"Scum"
Diego went to slap me, but his assistant burst into the room, "sorry sir, you have a meeting in 5 minutes".
"I'll deal with you later" Diego said
I smirked, I guess I was testing his patience, I didn't give a fuck though.
He'll soon be begging for mercy, just you wait and see...