Sturniolos Younger Sister 💗

#8 passing out

⚠️passing out, panic attack⚠️

Once we got home I walked inside and they all made me sit down. "Y/n honey where are they" Nick said calmly "no" I said not looking up. I accidentally left my blades on the counter so I knew it would be so obvious as soon as they walked into the washroom. Matt started to walk/run up the stairs with Chris, while Nick was trying to keep me on the couch, so I didn't follow "nic-k let me g-go" I said trembling "shh it's okay" he said hugging me.

I started crying into his shirt. Poor Nick his shirt was soaked In my tears. I think I fell asleep on Nick after that because I never heard Matt or Chris come down.

CHRIS POV

I trailed behind Matt, while I could hear y/ns muffled cries into nicks shirt. Me and Matt really had to find her blades. I felt so bad for her every time she did it. She doesn't deserve this. "Found them" Matt said quietly, not wanting y/n to hear. "Kay perfect" I whispered. We also took her scissors as well.

We quietly walked down the stairs and saw her laying on Nicks lap. "Is she sleeping?" I asked Nick "yes, she must be so exhausted." Nick said while looking at me.

It was around midnight so me, Nick and Matt were all going to bed. Nick slowly got up from the couch and placed y/n's head down, and put a blanket on her.

Y/NS POV

BEGINNING OF DREAM

"Y/n stfu ur so pathetic and stupid" Chris yelled at me "we are leaving for 1 month" Nick said "w-what" I quickly said "I can't be here without you. You guys know how much I nee-" u got cut off by Matt saying "your such a baby you'll be fine get over it" "bye" chis said as they all went out the door and slammed it. I didn't even get a hug.

END OF DREAM

I woke up in the middle of the night, laying in a pool of my own sweat, and Nick not next to me. Where was he??? I was worried. Wait did they actually leave me??? I thought to myself, as I started crying. I couldn't breathe. No no no no. I need Matt right now. I thought only as my sobs got louder "m-m-ma" I said choking on my cries. I barely even said anything, and yet it wasn't even loud enough. I tried to stand up, but just felt really dizzy. When I have panic attacks, I'm not supposed to stand up because it's easier for me to fall over or pass out.

I slowly started walking towards the stairs to get Matt, when I got to the first step it went black.

CHRIS POV

BANG ‼️ I got woke up to a huge bang coming from downstairs. I wasn't sure what it was. So I slowly got up and waited about 30 seconds to see if I could hear any movement. Nothing. I slowly opened my door and walked down the dark hall. I got to the top of the stairs, and there was y/n laying passed out in the first stair. She must of had a panic attack. Mom and dad said she used to pass out in Boston whenever she stood up, while having a panic attack. So we all told her if she feels like she's having a panic attack text us or call us or anything like that because we didn't want her to pass out.

I ran down the stairs while yelling at Matt to quickly come down "MATT" "MATT HELP"

MATTS POV

I got woke up to muffling screaming once I was fully awake I heard Chris yelling from the bottom of the stairs. I jumped up out of my bed, ran down the hall and walked down the stairs. There was y/n passed out, just laying there helpless. "Holy shit what happened" I asked Chris "I-I don't know she must've had a panic attack. I just got woke up to a bang" he said "need a water bottle and a cold cloth. I said looking at Chris. He didn't say anything he just got up and went to get what I told him to. I was worried for y/n. Mom and dad told us she passed out sometimes when she got panic attack back in Boston. They knew how to deal with it, but I didn't.

Nick came running down the stairs "what is ha-"
"Omg what happened?!???!!?" Nick asked me "panic attack must've passed out from it, b-but I'm not sure" I said, in a worried voice "it's okay it's okay Matt" Nick reassured me.

I was dabbing the cold cloth on her head and neck and making her drink. Very small sips while half unconscious.

Y/NS POV

I slowly opened my eyes to all my three brothers sitting around me and Matt dabbing a cold cloth on my head. "Wha-t" I asked slowly. Whenever this happened to me it was hard to stay awake after, but it was very important not to go back to sleep "stay awake y/n your ok" Matt calmly said tapping my hand, so I'd stay awake "stay awake" Nick said a minute later "it's hard to" I said, with an uneasy voice "I know but you have to" Matt said looking at me "mkay" I said

1 hour later

I've been one hour since I just woke up from when I passed out. It was around 7 AM so the sun was shining through the living room windows. All my three brothers were sat around me making sure I was all right. God I love them. Luckily, I only had to be awake for an hour after I passed out, so that meant I could go to sleep soon.

"Y/n do you remember what happened?" Matt asked curiously "well I-I just remember you guys saying some pretty mean stuff to me, and then you were going on a business trip, but you knew I needed you" I explained slowly with a tear, rolling down my cheek, still scared about the dream. "Oh um and then when I woke up I didn't see Nick anywhere so I got scared and started crying. I tried to shout, but nothing was coming out of my mouth. I stood up to trying to go upstairs. I know I can't stand up when I have a panic attack so I don't know what I was doing. Then everything just went black." Said said still slowly, crying while looking at all three of them. "Oh my god y/n you know we would never ever do that to you?!!" Nick whispered to me "I-I kn-know" no, I said, crying into my knees. "Y/n it's okay don't cry we are right here we are not going to leave you. Promise." Chris said calmly.

A/N HEY GUYS!! I HOPE YOU LIKED THIS CHAPTER! SORRY FOR SPELLING MISTAKES! THANK YOU FOR ALMOST 400 READS THATS INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Luv you xx

*DONT FORGET TO VOTE!!*

If you haven't already today drink a lot of water and eat some yummy food💗