Sturniolos Younger Sister 💗

#10 the truth..

⚠️NEGATIVE THOUGHTS, MENTION OF SA⚠️

A/n GUYS COMMENT CHAPTER IDEAS PLEASE!!!!🙏

I woke up from some pots and pans, banging around in the kitchen. Probably Chris. He was always making loud noises and shit. I got up not looking at the time, I didn't even care. I slowly walked in the washroom and turned my shower on even though I had a shower just last night I needed to wake up a little bit more.

I ripped off my pajamas, staring into the mirror. I hated what I saw. Bruises cuts. I'm so fat I don't deserve to live. Why am I here? Not the time y/n think positive think think think. That's it nothing positive. I just can't think of anything positive at the moment. I don't wanna open up to any of my brothers about what happened last night. I'm still scared.

After the shower I got ready for the day. Just putting on some mascara and concealer, and then some sweatpants, and a hoodie. But I didn't have a shirt underneath, because I don't want to put on any tight clothes on because it might hurt my bruises more.

I walked downstairs to all my three brothers sitting at the bar eating pancakes. "Good morning y/nnn" Nick said excitedly "hi" I replied dryly "uh we made you some pancakes!" Matt said to me "well actually I made them" Chris said interrupting Matt "thanks guys but I'm not that hungry" I answered while walking to the fridge to grab water "y/n we got a film a video today want to be in it?" Nick asked me "oh yea sure, car video?" I said "yup car video" Nick replied "we gonna film in about 30 minutes" Nick said while I went to go sit down on the couch.

I recently started posting more on Instagram, it was fun at first but then hate started flooding through. I sat there on the couch reading through all the comments.

She's so fat💀

She definitely uses her brothers for fame

Ew why is she so tall

She probably cuts herself

Her thighs are hugeee

She's probably weighs like a hippo

Her brothers definitely hate her

Eww🤮🤮

I didn't even realize I was crying. "Y/n what's wrong"
Matt asked as I looked up. I quickly turned off my phone and answered him "oh huh what" "y/n your crying" Matt replied, at this point Nick and Chris got up from the island and now all three of them were standing around me. Well oh shit. What do I say? "N-nothing" I say my voice shaking "y/n it's o-" I quickly cut off Chris by saying "IM FUCKING FINE" now tears were streaming down my face, as I got up to go to my room.

Chris grabbed my waist and pulled me down back onto the couch. Oh fuck my bruises. That hurt so bad. I tried not to cry out in pain, but I couldn't help myself from screaming."OW OW OW FUCKING HELL OWCH" I yelled still crying "what y/n I barely grabbed you" Chris sad looking at me worriedly "w-w-wel-well it h-hurt" I said looking down. Shit I knew they were going to find out about my bruises. And then I would have to tell them who it was, and what happened and everything. "Y/n take your hoodie off now" Matt demanded "no" I said back still looking down "Now" Matt said again.

I slowly took my sweater off (guys don't worry you had a sports bra under and it's not awkward bc y'all are siblings) to reveal all my cuts and bruises on my stomach and the top of my boobs "oh my lord honey what happened??" Nick asked slowly sitting down. "I-I he h-he r-raped me" I said bawling my eyes out "WHAT WHO" Chris yelled at me out of anger "y/n do even know what what that means?" Matt asked "she might not kn-" I cut Nick off by saying "YES I DO. H-he touched me" I said looking at them "Y/N where" Nick asked "d-down there and everywhere" I replied crying even louder and curling up in a ball in the corner of the couch. I wanted to die.

I felt someone kneel in front of me rubbing my back while 2 pairs of arms held my tightly. I felt safe.

"G-guys" I said trembling "yes y/n?" Matt answered "do you guys hate me?" I asked looking at all three of them. "What no way!!! Y/n we love you you're the best sister ever!" Chris said to me "a-and do you think I'm f- never mind" I said I was going to ask if they thought I was fat, because it was true and I did need to lose some weight. I looked like a fucking whale every time I look into the mirror. I don't look like every other girl. I look fat and ugly. All three of them shared a confused look but I chose to ignore it.

"I think I'm just going to go upstairs and lay down." I said while getting up "um well y/n me Matt and Chris we were talking earlier, and we think it's just best for now that you sleep with one of us" Nick said while I turned back to look at all three of them. Did they not fucking trust me with something?? "We know how hard things can get for you, and we just do want you hurting yourself again" Chris said to me "oh uh ya mhm sure. Bye" I said walking up the stairs.

A/n hey guys!! Sorry this is super short but I hope you liked it💗 I don't really know what to write at the moment so if you have an idea
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