Tune My Heart // Wednesday Addams X dark fem! OC

Regret?

WEDNESDAY POV:

Standing in the quad it feels so empty, yet most of the Nevermore students are here enjoying their free time before next class. I scan around looking for a certain someone, yet I fail to find her.

I don't understand what I'm feeling, is it hurt? Regret? Sorrow? For some reason I am feeling something I've never felt before and my heart aches.

She hasn't showed up to many lessons, if  she does, she disappears before I can talk to her, make everything go back to the way it was, apologise for shattering her heart, all I want is to pick up the peices and stitch it back together, although it will never be the same, it will be better than what it is now.. right?

Fear begins to creep up on me, what if she doesn't want me anymore? What if she doesn't want us? What if what I done just cost me everything? I find myself standing outside of my next lesson, taking a deep breath and composing myself I walk inside and take my seat, carefully scanning the room for seven. To no avail, seven hasn't showed up, deep down I knew she wouldn't, but part of me wanted to walk in this room and seven be here.

I'd been stalking Kate most of the time, seven hasn't been glued to her hip, a small amount of relief bubbled in me at this information.

My heart still yearned for seven, it felt as though a part of me was missing and yet I had no idea how to make it right.

As soon as the lesson had finished, I caught up to Enid, "Enid!" She spun around in her heels to face me, "what do you want wednesday?" I blinked, shocked at Enid's tone towards me, "I- will you- uh, I need help." Enid's lips twitched in the corners, "and what could I possibly do to help the wednesday Addams, which I may add, never asks for help" I swallowed what almost felt like a lump in my throat, "I need you to help me get seven back, I made a mistake. A big mistake, I let myself get too involved with emotions which ultimately led to me making a bad decision."

"And how do you plan on getting her back, you broke her heart wednesday, you left her so I don't blame her for wanting nothing to do with you" I thought about what Enid said 'I don't blame her for wanting nothing to do with you'.

"I honestly, have no idea, all I know is I will get seven back, even if it means swallowing my pride and telling her how much she means to me." Enid smiled and jumped up and down, "I love seeing Wednesday Addams in loveee" I glared back at her as she celebrated with herself.

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"Do you think this will work?" I scanned over our bedroom floor, the fairylights and candles that littered the floor and the walls, the blanket lay out with Enid's computer on top, the gift id bought as an apology wrapped and to the side, the small array of food, and pillows, "are you doubting yourself Addams?" Enid stood up from the floor after lighting the last candles, I didn't want to admit that doubt was lingering all around me, I shook my head as I checked the clock for the time, "she should be coming any minute now, you should go." Enid nodded before she left, I stood facing the door waiting any minute for it to open and seven to walk in.

It felt like hours, but in reality it was just minutes, I have never liked reality. I was begining to think this was a bad idea just as I was about to cave and clean up sevens voice came from behind me.

"Wednesday? What is this?" I spun around facing seven, she looked beautiful in the dark, the candle light illuminating her face, showing all her perfections. "I- uh.. I'm apologising." Seven closed the window behind her, spinning back around, "seven.. I'm.. im sorry that I broke your heart, and if you'd allow me, I would like to stitch it back together, I know it might take longer than I hope, but I realised I made a grave mistake letting you go, I let my emotions get the best of me and in the heat of the moment I done something I should have never done, do you forgive me?"

"I-" seven let out a sigh before closing her eyes, "I forgive you wednesday" she looked straight at me, a feeling of relief swept through me, "but it's not something I'll forget, you broke my heart and it took you too long to realise,  Enid told me everything, that you believed I would cheat on you with Kate, that you had no trust in me."

Seven slowly walked up towards me, "I'm sorry, I said I let my emotions get the best of me, Kate weaselled her way in just like she hoped to, I didn't know what to believe, and for the first time in my life I believed someone's lies due to my own insecurities." Sevens shoulders fell as she seemed to relax, "I wanted to make it up to you, Enid helped of course, this is something I couldn't do on my own, I am still learning, will you join me?" Seven smiled, sitting down on the blanket, "of course I will wednesday"

I pressed play on the movie, pearl, as I sat down, I couldn't concentrate on the movie as I stared at seven, I finally had her back in my life, she was watching the movie intently, "she's wierd for bathing with her father there, I could never" i hummed having no idea what she was talking about all I wanted to do was kiss her, make her feel wanted again.

I reached my hand out towards her chin as I turned her to look at me, "what are you doing?" her voice seemed small almost shy, I connected our lips in a heated kiss, both of us fighting for dominance, ultimately I won, I pushed against sevens shoulders, laying her down on her back, the movie quickly forgotten about as we begin to get lost in eachother.