Sometimes it's really hard to have multiple people
I'm just gonna say it
It's fucking draining
And also seeing a certain someone with other people just... fucking feels wrong
Ik ik I'm just a selfish bastard sue me.
Like
I can't leave anyone but like
Oh
My
God..
Sometimes I can't..
I can't always make people happy
I have a fucked up head and I give my attention to some people more than the others
It's not fair to them
And I'm sorry
...
Sometimes I just wish it was me and him..
I know it will never be that way
And plus I don't think I could ever leave her..
It's just..
Always in the back of my head ig..
...
Yeah..
