HIS LOST

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Y/n POV :

I woke up like everyday I do. Just because I force myself to be "alive".

I'm dead ?

No, just not now.

I then went to shower and dress up myself before I'm going down where my mom already prepared my healthy breakfast.

"Good morning mom" y/n said.

"Morning honey. Eat your meal and don't forget your check-up at hospital." her mom replied.

I just hummed as answers.

"Mom am I... going to be well ? I'm afraid that one day I would leave you alone." y/n said with a teary eyes.

"I'm scared each night I fell asleep without knowing that I will wake in the next morning." she continued.

Her mom come closer and hug her.

"My dearest y/n, you have me, you have your friends. Each of us will gave you a lot of support. You are not alone. " said her mom.

"Nobody know that I am sick mom. I don't want to get those sympathetic looks from them. It's make me feel useless." y/n said sadly.

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"Speak truth y/n. You didn't taking your medicine as provided. Your heart is getting worse y/n." the doctor check her health report.

Y/n just shut her mouth. Not going to speak the truth.

"Look y/n. Aren't you feel sorry for your mother. She works hard to paid your hospital bill y/n. Please. Take your pills." said the nurse who assisted her.

"I'm going to die anyway. None of this pills work." y/n said slowed.

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I am y/n who was diagnosed with heart disease.

I'm counting days how far could I make it alive.

End of Y/n POV