The New Kid (Matthew Espinosa fanfic)

First day of school

It was my first day of school of my junior year in high school I just turned seventeen. I always kept to myself until one day I was called to the front office to show the new kid around I walked threw the door and saw Matthew sitting there with all his books and he was holding a brown paper bag with his lunch in it. Our eyes met and we just stood there staring at each other until the principle escorted out of her office. While we where walking down the hall the players from the football team would look at him and started laughing at him by the way he dressed and the way he talked. So I looked at him and said "don't worry about them there just being mean jocks that only care about them selves, cheerleaders, and there next football game there really not worth your time." Well after the tour of the school was over I showed him where his first block class was and then we said good bye. Matthew was the first person I talked to since about sixth grade beside my family it felt weird but also kinda nice, there's a reason why I don't really talk that much to people but I don't ever talk about my feelings I know it's bad but I shut people out because it's hard for me to trust people I feel like I could tell Matthew anything and I just met him an hour ago. By this time its third block and the lunch bell just rang and all the student run to the cafeteria trying to get there before the line gets to crazy. Well today is a very exciting day because the cafeteria ladies are serving pizza for lunch and pizza is my favorite food of all time, but my excitement changed when I saw Matthew eating alone and got very sad when I saw that he didn't have any food in his plate ,so I sat down beside him and gave him my extra piece of pizza and we spend the whole lunch talking about how much we love pizza and how pizza rolls are totally different then regular pizza. While we where eating a few of the jocks with there cheerleader girlfriend walked up to our table and was making a scene in front of the whole cafeteria everybody stared pointing and laughing until I hit my breaking point to where I stood up and threw my plate and Becky Harris the meanest girl in the whole school as she streamed I walked out the wooden doubled doors and Matthew trailed behind me calling my name as he finally caught up to me he took my arm and lightly pushed me to the wall and kept trying to calm me down and he finally just kissed me as hard as he could and as he was kissing me I was counting the seconds in my head because as his lips touched mine It didn't feel real even when he stuck him tongue down my throat I just couldn't believe that he was kissing me. He finally stopped after a few mins even though I didn't want him to pull away, but I think I was time to come up for air. As we stand awkwardly in the hall he looks at me in the eyes and then storms off I'm my mind I was saying I had my first kiss with you it was amazing for me but he just walked away I didn't know what to think was I a bad kisser, did my breath sink, did I not use enough tongue it felt like my heart shattered into a million pieces. I was scared to death I had forth block with Matthew and I couldn't bare to let him see my face so I ran out the school all the way to my car turned on the radio to make my self feel better and the song "All By Myself" by Céline Dion come on and at that point tears just started pouring out of my eyes and I just felt empty inside. After about ten minutes I stopped crying so I decided it was time I go home by the time I got to my house nobody was home my parents went out of town for the weekend and my brother left for New York for the week with his girlfriend, but I was glad that I had the house to myself there would be no interruptions. When I walked in my house the first place I went was to the shower I just needed to cry in a hot shower for a while and when I was in the shower I heard the door bell ring I got out wrapped a blue towel walked down stairs and opened the door, standing there was Matthew he looked at me and asked if we could talk I told him he could come in and I showed him to the couch I asked him to wait in my living room as I ran up stairs to get dressed, I out in my favorite long sleeved t-shirt that looked like a dress on me and some nike shorts then put on a little bit of make up and went back down stairs and sat next to him on the couch. His head was down and he looked really sad so I asked him what was wrong he said we need to talk then he said your not going to like what I'm about to say ,so Mikayla please don't hate me I said why would I hate you? He said because i have a girlfriend. All that came out of my mouth was oh he came back and said oh that's all you have to say? On a scale to one to ten how pissed off are you and I told him I'm not mad just upset he asked if I was upset with him I told him no I was upset with myself for falling for you. There was a long pause and then he said that's not all I looked at him and then he said she texted me right before we kissed and told me that she might be pregnant and that she knows for a fact that the baby is mine. He looked at me and said that's all how do you feel I said I feel like shit!