Sincerely Yours

Chapter 11: Finding the Balance

Summary:

Zee and Nhu cannot keep their hands off each other while they try to find that perfect balance. Zee still unable to give up his control over their everyday life unexpectantly again gave control to Nhu. Zee never allowed himself to lose control and with Nhu, it was never a thought. He knew that he was domineering, unreasonable, and controlling but he was afraid. Will Nhu ever leave him because he cant get his controlling behavior in check?

Zee carried Nhu through the penthouse door, past the living room, and straight to the bedroom. Closing the door with his foot, Zee hurried to the bed. He gently laid Nhu down and climbed on top of him.

But before he could do anything else, Nhu shot up, put his arms around his neck, and pulled him into a hot, wet kiss that made him want to forget all his plans and take what he wanted most.

He needed a moment. Ever since Nhu arrived, his cock was constantly at attention. The intense feeling of need and wanting was driving him crazy. He had never felt like this except when he was around Nhu.

Zee could not let himself lose control; he would resist it. He only wanted to hold him and settle his thoughts, but in a second, it blew up. He had one shot at this and wanted everything to be perfect.

A little over fourteen hours is all he had to hold out for—his desire to give Nhu what he deserved pushed at his very being. Tonight, Nhu would know precisely why they were waiting.

He deserved the whole package. Everything was in place; all he had to do was send a text message to someone to invite them to the event. He reviewed the list of the things he would present to Nhu tonight.

He would give him the recognition as the man who would stand by his side for the rest of his life. Inside his briefcase was the portfolio Zee had worked hard on all these years to make all Nhu's dreams a reality.

The bank account statements, and transfer of shares were all prepared. The prenuptial agreement only had one line. "What is yours is yours, and what is mine is yours." It was framed, and he picked it out so they could see it as they walked by it.

Nhu owned him and all that belonged to him. If anyone said Nhu was after his money, he would laugh, and if Nhu loved him for his money, he would make billions more, so Nhu would love him more; it was that simple.

However, he knew Nhu's last concern was his money. He was very charity active and generous with friends and family. He even had a charity that helped with expenses for students with limited means to attend universities in other countries.

When Nhu loved, he loved with his whole heart, so much that if they fell in love and Zee had been poor, Nhu would take care of him. The concept of Zee being a man who eats "soft rice" almost made him laugh if Nhu didn't swirl his tongue at that moment and make him gasp instead.

He had to keep his mind busy. Yes, that was it, think of other things. He didn't want to lose control. He needed to focus on something else, not his fantastic tongue. He knew he wanted Nhu to be secure and that Zee had no qualms when declaring to the world that he had found his love.

He would give him the world, and if he could pluck the stars from the skies, he would give them to him, too. But until that happened, he wanted a solid foundation not to cheapen their relationship.

They were apart for three years. Maybe this was for himself more than it was for Nhu. His insecurity was getting the best of him. His brother-in-law told him once that a proposal deserves a witness. His confession would have the world watching. He was Zee Pruk Panich. He was a go-big or go-home person, but this was his private life. It wasn't the same. Nothing could go wrong.