Why is love so hard?

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Hey cuties so this is a poly one cuz i felt like it

this may be 2 parts depends how i feel

taylena x you

y/n- 28

Taylor- 33

Selena- 30

sad

smut

fluff

was not proof readed

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Why is love so hard? It used to be so easy, but here you are, having to choose between your two loving girlfriends who mean everything and more to you. Why is love so hard?

It all started around 2 months ago, 11 months into your relationship as a three way couple. You were living the dream, on top of the world you could say. You felt so loved and adored by the two singers who worked so so hard to please you and make enough time for you. Taylor always felt the most guilty about how much time she spent at the studio, and no matter how much you reassured her that you love her unconditionally and you understood her music means her whole life and needs her attention she always had to check on you, make sure you would never leave her for it. 

Selena on the other hand didnt work as much. You were able to spend more time with her and that's why you thought Taylor was so anxious you'd leave her, but she stopped acting that way towards Selena, almost like she didnt care if selena left.

 At the beggining of your relationship Taylor and Selena seemed so in love, not only with you, but with each other. They were always touchy and flirty in public places and when you came home from long shifts at the diner they'd always be cuddled up waiting for you while watching some show. But now its like they dont even speak to each other, your lucky if you see them even say 'Hello' or catch them nicknaming each other, you dont even remember the last time they kissed or touched eachother during sex. You're getting worried.

You first noticed it when you had gotten a promotion to assistant manager at the diner you practically run. You unlocked the beautiful oak door you picked out when you and your girls first purchased this place, it made you remember the overwhelmingness of nerves but the comfort of knowing this was one of the small steps you get to cherish with the loves of your life. 

"Hello!" You exclaimed in a sing-song voice "Guess who just got prometed!!" A cheery smile appared on your face as you hung up your coat, slipped off your shoes and placed your keys on the shoe racks counter. You see Taylor run down the stairs grinning gleefully at you as she holds out her arms signalling for you to jump into them. "Baby, oh, Im so proud of you!" She says shutting her eyes tight as you koala hug her. The second she calls you baby always makes you melt. She strokes your back whispering how proud of you she is. You jump out of Taylors arms and give her a passtionate kiss before pressing your forehead against hers "Thank you my love." 

You then see Selena glaring at the back of Taylors head as you stroke her arm moving past her to greet your other love. "Sel did you hear? I got a promotion!" You say looking at her not thinking about the eye daggers shes throwing at Taylor. "Yeah I did princess, congratulations!" She says enthusiastically, gripping your waist and kissing you quite intimate for a casual congrats kiss. She moves to your neck and tries to leave her mark "Sel I love you, you know that, but I'm not really in the mood," You say giggling between her kisses "Alright hon. How about I cook you dinner?" She says sighing. "Come on Sel, We all know you struggle with cooking, let me." Taylor says smiling at you while you struggle not to chuckle at her comment. Selena grumbles shooting yet more eye daggers at Taylor.

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