I feel sorry for my friends I am an emotional idiot.
I just can't believe they still are here beside me.
I know I can't just say that. I can't just say that they hate me if I don't even know if they do. Yes I do like them. They're amazing. I just feel like I'm on the edge. About to fall and let it all go in control. I loved my life. But now. What's the point? I'm gonna be dead anyways.
