Today, my forest is dark, my light isn't shining, and I'm drowning in an ocean. Today is not one of the good days, Today is one of the days I feel the saddest, Today is one of the days where I miss him.
Today is one of the days I have to remind myself I'm better without my abuser. Today is one of those days where I have to remind myself I didn't deserve that. Today is one of the days I have to remember what he did and the things he has said.
Today is one of those days where I traced where he would hit me or where he would dig his nails into my skin. Today, I have to remind myself that I am good enough and that I deserve so much more. The day I have to stop myself from missing him.
Today my forest is dark, my light isn't shining, and I'm drowning in an ocean. Today, I have to be strong. Today, I have to realize my worth. Today, I am better without him
Today, I will make it
