Just Some Thoughts

Hey...

Dear... well, you know who you are,

I already confessed my feelings for you, hoping I would get over it, thinking whatever it was would pass.

Boy, was I completely fucking wrong.

I simply can't get you out of my head. Whenever I think of you it makes the butterflies in my stomach do a wall of death and form multiple mosh pits. I barely can get you out of my damn head.

Whenever I am around you I can't help but smile and laugh at your dumb ass jokes. My face gets hot and I probably look like a tomato.
It's really hard to keep a straight face when you are around.

I tried so hard to get over you, especially knowing you don't feel the same way. I simply can't. Whenever I think I'm over it, I see you laugh, smile, or I see those beautiful blue eyes. I could get lost in them.

I love being around you, you're such a bright and happy soul, you can a make a whole room laugh or smile.

And when you tear yourself down or comment about your insecurities. It hurts me too. I really do care about you, and all I want is for you to be happy.

But I know you don't feel the same, and I know it wouldn't work out...