Alone (E65 Gwen stacy×reader) oneshots

The sting of regret

What's this? Oh nothing, just a filler book i guess. Welp with that said, enjoy this oneshot
Gwen's pov:
It's been a wild ride after everything that happened in miles's universe, maybe making friends again is not that bad. Well, i was looking out on my new york city, enjoying it's pastel like nature of my universe when my mind began wandering to a memory that i had not thought about for a long time. Y/N, a very close friend, one that i shut away after my peter parker died on my hands. I now feel guilty that i always pushed him away, even though he was trying to help me deal with the loss of peter. I thought my life is bad, but Y/N's life was way worse. I made his life worse, i decided to go apologize, and perhaps rekindle our friendship. I put on my mask before swinging towards Y/N's house. While i was swinging, more and more memories of me, Y/N, and Peter are resurfacing

Flashback
It was not long after i got bitten by the spider, and i've been keeping my distance from Peter and Y/N. I was at school, opening my locker when suddenly i felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around quickly to find it is Y/N and Peter. They had a worried face.
"Gwen, you ok?" Y/N asked with a worried tone
"I'm fine." I replied quickly
"You sure?" Peter asked this time
"I'm very sure." I replied a little more harsh than before. I just wanted to beleft alone at the moment. I then walked towards the first class.

Flashback ends
Now i just have a problem, i went towards Y/N's house, or what was his house or mansion. I got inside through the window, but to find no one. I only saw Y/N's british butler, Alfred, cleaning the house. I checked the master bedroom and spare bed rooms only to find all of them empty. Where could he be? I decided to go to the door, opened my mask, grab some a jacket to cover my spider suit, and knocked at the door. A few moments later, Alfred opened the door. He looks just like when Y/N, Peter, and i were still in highschool, just with more white beards and some more white hairs on his head.
"Ah, Mrs Stacy, how may i help you?" He asked with a sad tone
"Is Y/N inside?" I asked, making sure
"Unfotunately no, i am unsure of his return." Alfred replied sadly, did something go wrong?
"You said return, where did Y/N go?"
"It's a long story, Mrs Stacy, i'll tell you inside." He said as he opened the door wide enough for me to enter

Flashback (Alfred's pov)
I was cleaning the manor, when i saw sir Y/N with two suitcases, moving away with two suitcases. I have no idea why sir would leave the manor, but i asked him anyway.
"Where are you going, sir?" I asked in a questioning tone
"Me? Just anywhere but here Alfred." He answered shortly
"I need to know where you're going sir, or else i won't be able to pick you up." I said in a matter of fact tone
"It doesn't..., it doesn't matter anymore, Alfred." He answered
"What doesn't matter anymore, sir?" I asked again.
"Long story short, my parents legacy, is a bloody one, and i want no part of it." He answered before fully leaving. Knowing he's a teenager, i just thought he needed time for himself, not knowing that he will never come back.

Flashback ends (Gwen's pov)
"And that's the story, Mrs Stacy." Alfred said
"I see, i'm sorry to hear that Alfred." I replied
"I need to be going now, i hope to see you someday." I continued. With that said, i left and walked back to my home. Crying. Had i confronted Y/N after Peter passed in high school, he might still be here. Now i regret this very much