|His high adulation makes me feel cloud nine really exists in this world. But I can never bring myself to accept it|
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Seungmin doesn't believe in the concept of love. In fact, he rather despises it. And for an 18 year old like him about to...
*This novel is also available on Neobook! You can find me under the name: Rae ! or by @raesense. Don't worry, it will be equally updated on there as well so, no need to stress! In Neobook, it is under the name "Adulation" <3*
I really hope I end up finishing this novel because damn writer's block has been hitting me hard. Anyway, moving on, I won't make any promises, but for this story, i'll try and update it every now and then (like, once a week I guess...) but if you hear any inactivity from me, it's probably because I'm either busy with Cadet (another fan-fic) or life in general. I don't know, this idea of a novel has been poking at me lately so I thought "why not start it in the middle of the night on a Saturday when I could be instead, watching a boyxboy k-drama?".
Honestly, it's fine. Boyxboy k-dramas are always around on the TV. Story ideas though...aren't necessarily.
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I don't know what else to say now. I guess this story should be finished sometime soon? At this point, I kind of envy other Wattpad artists on the platform. Finishing a book is always a struggle for me and it feels like I constantly have a deadline, even though I don't. Are the high expectations and self doubt all on me? I guess so. Sometimes I feel like 2 minute noodles, cats, rainy days and the rough thought process in my brain are the only things keeping me motivated.
Sorry for the rant.
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What to expect from this book:
-No daily chapters (I have tried in the past and jeez...it can really give you a burn out)
-Random pieces of this book will be updated every now and then (I'm just super weird at this point...)
-Boy love! (I had to get this story idea down on Neobook as gay fictions are superior right now)
-And finally, no s*xualisation or smut! (I can't bring myself to write those types of things...)
Apart from that, please feel free to heart it or save for updates and new chapters on the book. It really means a lot when people do and it lights up my day in addition!
Please keep healthy and safe but apart from that, I do hope you enjoy!
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