I woke up,I was in a hospital bed. I looked around, and I couldn't see properly. Everything was moving around me,but I wasn't. I was connected to some machines.I couldn't remember what had happened.
I saw my mom,outside the room talking to an old lady,who I suppose it was a nurse or some kind of fucked up person. She looked inside and smiled to then wave her hand at me enthusiastic. I just ignored her. She entered the room with my mom "how are you sleepy boy?" "Bad,go away ,I don't want you near me,you're creepy as fuck." I said and tried to put the blanket I had on my face to not have to see her. "I'm afraid we cannot do that pretty boy" she said and took away my blanket. "You're so fucking mean I swear to God" I said glaring at her. "Stop it little brat" my mom said and grabbed me by the hair and pull me down. "Careful with what you say,you're going to be fucking grounded" she said and let it go.
I let the nurse do her job after it. She was glaring at me the whole time. "You're good to good" the nurse said afraid trying to cover it. "Okay then,give me the discharge papers,I don't wanna stay here for longer" my mom said and went with the nurse somewhere. I sighed and tried to get out of bed.
When I did I tripped and hit the floor. I got up as I could and took out myself everything that I was connected to. I got my clothes and dressed myself while waiting for my mom to come again.
Some nurses came with my mom,they stopped right away when they saw me,standing with both my arms clear of those fucking strings. "What?" I said "You can't do that,you could have hurt yourself!" A nurse said "so? What do you think Im here for?" "Beacuse you're a sick piece of shit" my mom said,grabbed my backpack,grabbed me by the arm and took me away.
We arrived at the car,she released me,dropped my backpack and slap me. "If you behave like this I swear,I'm not taking you to the doctor ever again,I'll let you bleed out next time you get into a fight" she said and got into the car. I got my backpack and got into the car too. I had my princess passenger privileges anyways.
She was talking all the way to the school,it was already 11:00 a.m,the school had started days ago,but I couldn't go after the fight that mom said during the way put me into a coma of 3 days. "You deserve to be in s fucking mental hospital" she said "you know what the doctors told me? They told me you're a menace for society,that you didn't belong in there,you know why? Because you're making yourself sick,you're putting yourself in these situations." She made a little pause "and they said it could be my fucking fault. How would it be? I was never like you,your dad was never like you. You're a freak" she said and unlock the door so I could get out and go.
I opened it,and got out. "And before you go,I hope no principal,no teacher, not anyone is calling me today,because if they call me ,you're going to the mental hospital." "I love you mom,bye" I said and slammed the door.
I walked into the school. "Damn,see who's alive" a teacher said and smiled."Hi" "how are you? You need help with getting in your class?" "I've just got out of the hospital,so I need help,yes" I said and he smiled again. He went to all the hallways,explaining me who's class is who's. Until we arrived to the door my class was taking place. "And now you have english y/n,I wish you the best,I know you can do this,I'll see you in history class" he said with a smile in his face "Bye Mr.Blackwood" "you know I'm Alex for you" he laughed and went away.
I sighed,and knocked in the door. An old woman opened the door and looked at me. "Who are you?" she said glaring at me "Good morning,I'm y/n,I'm from this class,I was in the doctor" I said and put a fake smile. "Let me check" she said and went to some kind of list she had on her desk. She put his glasses on and check for my name on the list. "You're right,you can come in" she said and took of her glasses. "Thank you" I said and got inside the class. I saw my classmates,most of them were from last year,I knew them all,instead of a guy who was sitting next to a window. I could see all of their faces,looking horrible at me,like they always did. I sat next to the guy in the window since he didn't look bad at me. "Hi" he said whispering "hi" I replied and put a smile on my face. The class went by,I drawed all the class,I draw mostly the people that was in front of me,this time,instead of drawing shitty people that hated me o draw the guy next to me. His face was pretty,and his hair was more. He had black long hair,his skin was tanned,his lips were interesting,he had his upper lip tinier that the bottom lip,his eyes were a dark blue,perfect for his skin and hair.
Once the bell rang I stood up and started to put everything in my backpack. He stood up and looked at me "can I have the drawing?" He said and I looked at him confused "why?" "It's really cool,I wanna have it" "get it,I don't care" I said and he took the paper were the drawing was at, "thanks" he said and left. I finished getting all my things. I was on my way to leave when I saw people standing outside the door. They looked at me,and laughed. They always did that.
I know violence should never be a choice,but they pushed me into it. I got addicted to violence,addicted to fight and scream to everyone for the tiniest things. I never enjoyed my temper, I always wished they never turned me into this.
I looked at them and I almost scream,but I remembered what my mom said. I inhale some air and kept walking. "You're a fucking pussy" I heard them say while I walked away.
I got into the restroom and locked myself. I sat on the floor and took out my mobile phone,trying to distract myself in the reces. I always looked at videos or played some games.
I suddenly heard someone enter the restroom,and then some more people,laughing and messing around. I could hear someone,probably the first one that entered the restroom, speaking really softly. "Come here" I heard one of the guys talk. Then I heard screams and laughs. I stood up and got out. The guys that were laughing at me earlier were there,getting my classmate's hair and pushing him into one of the WC in there. "I'm not a pussy,you are. Messing around with people that haven't done anything to you,and not in the same physical condition,it's pretty lame." I said and punch him in the face,taking advantage of him being helpless for having the classmate's hair picked up.
The guy stood back and released his hair. He put his hand on his own face. I could see some blood dropping to the floor. Mom couldn't say anything to me,I was protecting someone,or was I making the situation a way to release my anger?
The guy punched me back in the head,so hard that I got knocked out.
I woke up in the nurse office. I looked around,dizzy and confused. "Are you okay? " I heard someone say "yes" I answered "Jeffrey Woods took you here,you should be glad he did" the nurse said and grabbed my hand "he said some guys were bullying you and knocked you out" she started crying,I knew she was emotional but I didn't think it was that bad. "You can't get into more fight Y/N you're to weak right now,your body can't handle them more,so please,go home and have some rest" she said and walk away. Just if her knew my home wasn't the best place to rest.
She took out a paper sheet and sent me home. I stood up,I was dizzy,I had to stop a second before I decided to walk.
I got out school,they were in class so no one was in the hallway. I started to walk to my house,thinking in everything that happened today. That new guy was interesting,I know one when I see it.
I arrived home,I knew know one was at home. So I entered fast and went to my room fast. I entered my closet and hide in there. I got comfortable enough to be relaxed for a little.
My mom was going to kill me for appearing with a new wound in my face. I had enough scars and she told me not to get in more fights. I wasn't born violent. I was born angry, but they made me cope with this feeling fighting. I wish I wasn't this violent,I wish I was never born angry.
I fell asleep.
Some hours passed by until someone opened my closet and I fell. "Here you are" my mom said angry. I looked up confused. "What's wrong? I got a permit" I said and yawn. "You're a fucking brat,you're grounded" "with what? I have nothing" I said. She didn't know I had a phone,because she grounded me with that long time ago,but I got a new one with my savings. I could see her anger in her eyes because she knew I was right. She screamed and got out of my room smashing the door.
I got my phone out of my backpack and look what time it was. It was already late. So I got some snacks I had on my closet. I had a few and got inside my bed to just let the rest of the day pass by.
