i noticed you've started
posting again
the same things from
when we were together,
some type of pretty sky
wherever it was you were
i wonder if maybe it's because
there's someone else now,
someone you want
to share the pretty sunset with
you and those sunsets,
i remember how
you loved them so
i had always liked them,
but something about
the way you looked
so at ease,
with the light of the sun
painting you golden
i realized with
each night we spent,
i began to like them
and you
a little more
/
the sky gets dark
quickly now
and the crisp air
pinches my nose
the sun's long
goodbye
is away for
the season
and it instead
is replaced
with a gentle
yet quick wave
the cold feeling inside
has swallowed and
absorbed me whole
but there is beauty
in devastation,
a thing called
growth
and i can only
grow upwards
and stand up
from my
curled position
and each day
that heavy feeling
is lighter,
i find it's easier
to breathe
i don't know
how you feel
i don't know
if i ever will
and that is okay
i'll be okay.
and i hope
you will be too.
