Live To Love You FB

She is my angel

ATTENTION: SENSITIVE CONTENT

Freen's POV

-I did as you said, Mrs. Worstman...

-No, no, Freen, please, tell me you are just saying it because you are angry with me, please, I am sorry, I am so sorry, I didn't mean it,- she dropped down on her knees in front of me, holding my feet, leaving me in complete shock, what is she doing?- Freen, I do and say sometimes things that I can't understand myself too.

-Lin, - I sat on my knees taking her hands into mine, - you don't have to worry about me, you are right, you just worry about you and your daughter, I am a big girl, I can take care of myself.

I heard her saying that to Sky, when I wanted to come back to her for help, but yeah, she is right actually, she has her own problems, I am no one for her. I am actually no one to anyone. The only person that cares about me, risked her life for me and I just rejected her, for...

-Freen, please, don't say that, don't be like that, I'm really sorry, I ... I...

-Don't worry, I promise I won't cause you problems, I will wait until you are out of here with Sky.

-Freen...- she was crying badly, just sobbing like a baby, and I can't understand her at all. One moment she is this caring loving, amazing, nice, warm person, the next moment she is mean and careless, cold-hearted and ignorant. I don't know what is wrong with her.

Oh, shit, maybe something is wrong with her. I mean, that would make sense. She has been through a lot, and all this mood changes, I don't know, but feels weird.

-Lin, - I held her face and made her to look at me, - why are you crying like this?

-I pushed you to became like me, like me, - she was hardly speaking between sobs, - I lost my life and myself in here, I became a horrible person, I became a ... aaargh, a disgusting, disg...

-Hey, stop, stop, please. Don't speak like that about yourself. I see only a very loving, amazing person, caring mother, beautiful woman, brave woman, who will do everything for her child, so don't feel bad. You are doing whatever is the best for you and Sky, and who the hell am I to judge you.

-Noo...ho..nooo,- she started crying even harder, and my heart is aching at this point already so bad, that I am losing all the brain that is left, I don 't know what to do, how to help her.

-Lin, please, please don 't cry, tell me what I can do for you, and I will do.

-What have you done? You let him to ... to...

-To fuck me? - I really don't care anymore, I can't handle this situation any longer.

-Freen, -she was looking at me into eyes, and in a matter of a second, millisecond I saw the change in her eyes, her look changed immediately,- yes, did you let him fuck you?

-Lin? - this is strange as fuck, like this is another person talking to me, not the Lin, that was just crying, she stopped crying, her tears were gone in a second, her face expression changed and body language, she stood up hurriedly and walked to the sofas.

-What? Did you?

-No. I told you; I will never allow that to happen, only over my dead body.

-Hmm, then he will fuck your dead body.

-LIN, - I can 't believe.

-WHAT?

I am really, really shocked right now, that I think I lost the ability to talk, I was just looking at her. Something is not okay with her, like for real, some mental issue? I don't know.