I'm sorry . || Naimerry fanfic .

guilt .

You regret what you've done , you felt ashamed of your own actions . You didn't want to hurt her , but you couldn't even do anything to stop yourself . .

Naima was staring at the unconscious merry , her expression was unfazed , and merry hadn't moved at all . Naima would just gently shake merry , her tone was slightly panicking and filled with fear .

❝ M–Merry ? Are you alright . . ? ❞

No response .

Naima was panicking as she decided to shake merry to wake her up . . She didn't want to hurt merry at all . Naima and Merry were drinking and having fun until Naima soon lost control of her actions . Now , this is the situation that she'd put herself in . . She soon realized that she had killed her lover and friend . She released her hands from her friend before covering her mouth in fear , taking a step away from the body . . Naima was speechless of what she had done . . She didn't know what to do at this point , her cell phone soon started ringing . Naima would freeze before deciding to hang up . . She didn't want to get anyone involved . She  would just stare at Merry , who's passed out . She felt guilty about what had happened . .

After a year or so , Naima would keep this crime of hers a secret . . She was in her room with the lights off , only the light of her small lamp and computer remains . . She couldn't even help but feel a cold presence behind her , Naima would soon turn around as her eyes widened as if she saw a ghost . She was right , her dead lover was behind her . . Merry was smiling at naima , her appearance was slightly off . Her neck has a red mark around it . . It was due to Naima strangling her . . Otherwise , Merry was silent as Naima decided to get out of her chair , observing her lover's features as she soon placed a hand on the side of her face . Caressing merry . Naima's tone was shaky and filled with guilt . .

❝ this can't be real . ❞

Merry would smile a bit before slightly leaning towards naima's touch . Her expression was blank and empty , and her skin was cold . .  She would speak in a cold but yet calm manner . Her blue optics glanced at naima as she spoke to her .

❝ You don't remember what happened ? ❞