All I thought was oh she is amazing and kind, we clicked so well that I couldn't stop talking to her and assumed my feelings were so silly. The things she liked, I found myself liking them too, the conversations we had always put a smile on my face or made me laugh until I was tearing up.
We were to become closer and I've slowly romanticized my silly feelings. Oh, we could've been bestfriends but I was foolish and one of a coward.
It was not my first love but I feel like a teenager who's fangirling for someone online once again. I thought I was deeply in love, and I mistook my heartbeat as a fast-pace one for something so normal. My dear, I could not ever blame you because you're so amazing, that I started thinking I love you.
I've lead you on, told you that my feelings were romantic, but I am so sorry that I could not admit it was nothing but a mere misunderstanding in my part.
With the way you look at me with those sad gaze, your forced smile, and body trembling from the heartbreak. I can only comfort you even though it just means nothing.
I may have forgotten how to love but I know I should've consider your feelings more. Maybe, It wasn't love at all. I wish to apologize but once again, I was a coward.
Oh, you have finally left after I returned. I asked myself if it was painful but dear me, I'm also used to being left behind. I'm happy enough to be able to see you from time to time. You still glance at me with those sad gaze, and I had to look away because for once. I will not lead you on anymore again.
we could've been bestfriends but I thought I did love you.
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