Just a girll looking for love since she lost her mom she has been lost in her thoughts but her dad is really keeping her together a little..
Btw this is gonna be a short read or maybe 1000-1500 words a chapter
"aww baby mommy's gonna always be here with you " my mom said to me
"But my mommy I don't want you to go " I cried my eyes out watching my mom take a whole bottle of pills
"Mommy's gonna be okay eri yania " she rubbed my face and smiled at me "you know I have always loved you and I'm gonna always love you up in heaven mommy's gonna be so much better and she's gonna be happy no more hurt and no more pain " she said
"Yu know what go upstairs and get me out picture book okay " she said with a slight smile
"Okay" I walked upstairs and to her room and grabbed our picture as I heard a loud gun shot
I ran downstairs fast as I don't know what
"NO MOM " to see my mom laying on the floor dead ..
17 years later
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|Houston Texas|
Eriyania Marie Hudson
(Wattpad just pissed me tf off I wrote a whole chapter and it deleted everything now I have to write it over omfg )
"ERIYANIA " my dad called my name it wasn't that he was screaming but his phone was just very loud "coming " I said loud but not that loud I jogged down the stairs
" Yes " I said looking at him " your friend is outside waiting for you " he said
"Okay bye dad " I said almost out the door " wait " he said and I stopped he came to me and gave me 500 dollars " just put it in your pocket " he said and I smiled "thankssss " I gave him a big hug
"Alright alright alright have fun baby girl " he said "okayy bye love you" I said walking out the door going up to Ashanti's car getting in
"Hey girl " she said , I had met Ashanti like two months ago because I started a new school since my mother died my dad wanted to move away from the Bronx because it had a lot of negative energy there and it was time for me to hang out at her house
" Heyy" I said with a smile " you can turn on some music she said " okay " I hooked up to the speaker and played the matrimony by usher and wale
"If there's a question of my love..you got it it don't belong to anyone but you .. I sung as we rode to her house I loved this song so much
"Girll you can sing good as hell " she said seriously "girl no I can't " I said laughing a little
"Yes u can u need to get in the studio " she said and I just thought maybe I could get in the studio and try out a couple of songs but I didn't want to blow up or I didn't think that I possibly could ..
We arrived at her house I hadn't never been there it was nice and it was not in the hood which was good
We both got out and went in the house and it smelt good looked good and nice better then I expect lol
We walked upstairs to see her brother door opened and he was playing the game
"Don't think about it " she caught me straring and I laughed " I couldn't help it girl he fine " I shrugged
We walked to her room and she told me to make myself at home so I did , but I was still on her fine ass brother like ugh 😩
We watched a movie and got some snacks , 30 minutes into the movie her brother came in causing both of us to look at him
He looked at her then me "oh my bad , but um you seen my keys shanti ? "
"Boy you know damn well ian seen yo damn keys " she said rolling her eyes " I was just checking tf bald head ass" he said rolling his eyes back like he sassy
"Well no I haven't seeen them now bye mir " she said eyeing him "mhm " he said before walking out
Hope he didn't see me staring
"I'm really hungry we should door dash some food " Ashanti said " yea me to I'll cashapp you my money "
"No girl your good " she said " no I'm gonna cashapp you " I said eyeing her
"Whatever I'm sending to back " she said
"Mhm " I said , Ashanti was so cool like she was a genuine friend she didn't cause any trouble seem like she was a good kid in my eyes I liked that she does good in school and focuses on her grades because that's the type of friend I want to be around because that's the type of friend I am , it's very good to be around people like that and it's very hard to find them but I was lucky to find her because she's pretty cool I hope she stays genuine and doesn't turn fake or anything I love her so much already !
"Girl you need to find you a man your miserable " she said
"Excuse me what if I don't want a man " i said seriously
"Girl please who doesn't want man like what " she said laughing
"Uhh me.." I said smiling trying to be serious and not laugh
"Girl yes u do idgaf what you say " she said "I'll try to find one , one day I'm just scared to love again and get my heart broke "
"Real " she said "men sometimes think love is a game but really they have a girl that's really looking for some and they take advantage of that cause all they want is some coochie "
We continued on with the conversation and it got deeper then they expected almost making them cry but we didn't love was definitely not nothing to play with that's why people like me don't catch feeling quick cause people take it as a game and I would hate to hurt some one about my feeling cause I don't play about someone hurting me that's why I don't want a relationship right now I'm not mentally or physically ready and definitely not get any more stress out on me I'm not over my mothers death and won't ever be but since it's been recently I just can't seem to get over or go a day without thinking about it was is a life without your mother it feels like a peace of me is gone no one would ever know how it feels unless they have lost there mother I don't think I can ever get over it and it hurts me to even think about I love to see people with there mom but it makes me think about how my mother the love of my life my first love the lady that birthed me and the lady that gave me the world is really gone ..
"Idk if ill ever find myself again it hurts .."
Me and you £
What yall think lmk ?
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