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thank you to @Keeyzzz for this request!
TW: panic/anxiety attack
there will be some stuttering in this so pls dont make fun of it bc as someone with anxiety and ocd i stutter a lot so pls be kind
(you and matt romantic)
in which you have an anxiety attack and matt helps you!
ik i just did a matt one but i have so many drafts lolol. pls pls pls request ideas bc im running out of them!
matt and i have been dating for about 3-ish months? but we've been friends since we were like 2. him and his brothers are my safe people. i know deep down that they will never leave me and that they will always care about me. matt asked me to be his girlfriend 3 months ago, and i have to say, that was the best day of my life. my mom and marylou always used to joke about how i would end up with one of her boys (a/n: tsitp reference anyone?)
matt asked me out on a little date night tonight, but my anxiety has been acting up all day. i don't want to let him down, so i'm still going to go tonight just because i love seeing my boy happy.
i was just finished getting ready for my date night tonight, matt is taking me out to the movies to watch this new movie that came out (a/n: idk any new movies, the last one i saw was the eras tour one and thats not even in theaters anymore lololol) i was going to straighten my hair because me and matt are going to one of those fancy theaters with the reclining chairs and stuff, so i wanted to look decent. i held the straightener in my hand, doing one of the piece close to my neck, but my then my hand started to really shake, i knew it was my anxiety but i just played it off and didn't think anything of it. until, my hand was shaking so bad that when i got close to neck, i burned myself. it hurt like a bitch and i let out a small scream when the heat brushed against my neck. i couldn't take it anymore, nothing was going my way. i had to finish my hair, but i was not in the right mindset to do it. i had tears running down my face by the time my hair was done. i needed to breathe. i can't keep overreacting, everyone probably thinks im fake. but my anxiety is definitely real
i just slid down my vanity chair and had a panic attack on my floor. i tried to keep my sobs quiet but i let out a very loud one. on accident tho. matt rushed into my room opening my door in record time. he saw me on the floor and was by my side comforting me before i knew it. "hey pretty girl, don't cry" he whispered in my ear. "im s-s-sorry matt. m-my anxiety i-is getting r-really b-bad again. im sorry b-baby" i said through my sobs. matts hand was rubbing my back in circles. "don't every be sorry about your anxiety y/n. im always here if you need to talk to someone, or im just here for comfort if you don't even wanna talk." matt said in a low voice looking directly into my eyes.
me and matt stayed home that night and he made us our own little movie night. we snuggled up in his bed, with popcorn, candy, soda, and a bunch of blankets. im kinda glad we stayed home. i fell asleep into my bouyfriends arms, and one thing i can say is that... i felt at home.
a/n: so how did we like this?! this was one of my favs to write!
once again tysm to @Keeyzzz for this request!!!
pls pls pls request more bc i deleted all of my drafts and i now have no ideas!
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