Thoughts of a foolish girl

Him

He's so smart
he's so pretty
I can't help it
His voice repeating in my head
He's my top hit
I hope that he will notice me
Delusion rolls over my brain
I think about him every night in my bed
He might be the one
Trying his surname behind mine
Oh lord, it sounds so fine.
I'm walking in thin line
My friends are telling me
that I'm acting too crazy
But I've got a plan.
He's probably the love of my life
I can't let him leave me without a try
I'm gonna work it out.
Oh my boy
My dreamer, my fall
You belong somewhere,
In my arms.
Im starting to hear
The voice in my mind
You gotta be aware
Of who I am.
This isn't going well
But it will be fine
You do know who I am
They're ignorant
I'm not going insane.

Few weeks later
I took my chances
Texted you
on a random day
I was scared
She helped me tho.
I got sick
Sick of being alone
Sick because of my stomach
Who's buckling
every time I see you
Even if I threw up.
You really are pretty,
Isn't he?
I hope now you've noticed me
Make me your girl
That's all I ask
I'm not that much needy
I promise
I just need you to see
That you belong to me