Taeen
"Tae, what time will your parent's come for tomorrow's graduation ceremony." Ashlin (Ash) asked from inside the bathroom while patting the blush on her face.
The girl is going to see that one boy who she had crush on for this whole 3 year's of our degree. And she is exited.
"Ummi said they will be landing tomorrow morning. They will be here before the ceremony." I told her while I was typing the one who is annoyed because of me. Oh Allah he is such an entertainment for me.
Meher Bro :
" Oh the donkey itself is coming tomorrow."😏
Me:
Respectfully Mr. sheythan go to hell!!!!!🤝
Meher Bro:
"Ninta kettyon (your husband )."😌
"My parent's are also coming with your's." Sadiya (Diya) gave me my coffee mug and sat beside me on the bed.
And I knew it. Her cousin brother Shayan and my brother Taariq are in the same gang that they form when they where in secondary school with their other 5 friend's with all 7 member's. Their friendship was something else. The way they stood for other's, the support they have for each another. (And I did break a small portion of their bond that they had, not intensionally though. Allah qasam i regret every second of that day which past 5 year's before today.) And that bond was the ultimate reason for our family getting closer to each other.
And she being my same age make's us closer to each other and the one I share my everything with. My Best Friend.
"That's obvious." I said to her and she just hit my shoulder. Like what's wrong with this coconut faced girl. Bloody fool. With that I just smaked her head.
"Can you two stop the blabbering for some moment." Raaka (Raa) came from the kitchen, she was the one who washed the dishes that we had for lunch.
This girl is more like a mother to our group of 4. I'm the who is somewhat middle in an introverted and an extroverted personality. Ashlin was the one who is known by everyone in the campus and Sadiya she is the calmest one in the group but with us she can be wild sometimes.
"She was the one who started Raa. Our parents are coming together was actually pretty obvious through , i just stated the fact."
I said as i got behind our dining table to protect myself from her. If she catches me she will tickle me and i will be dead by tomorrow.
"Tae how do i look, looking sexy right." This is the thing i love most about Ash. She is pretty confident about how she is. And she is the one of the beautiful girl that i know in this campus.
"You look pretty darling." We all 3 said together. That is a compliment that we all use as our official for boosting each other. "He sill be going to fall for you the way how pretty you look." I told her before wrapping my arms around her sholder to squeeze her. And she is a blushing mess.
Oh Allah, how much i love when girl's get what they deserve after being in the worst situation in their past. She was the one who experienced a toxic relation in her past when she was in her secondary school. But now she is in a right arm's. Who can understand her and can actually love her not forcing her. In Shah Allah, will I get the one I'm waiting for. But I will not going to get what I want, when I'm not the one who he want's. It's always been Aiza ithatha (older sister). Thinking about them made me realize how unlucky I'm. Not being moved on from my feeling which got rejected 2 time's in 3 year's is not a better thing either.
Yaa Allah, lead me to someone who can cherish me, love me, understand me and respect me. Who see my parents as his own. (Why am I still thinking about the Mr. Cold ice man. Oh Allah, will i never get rid of my feeling's even he said that he love another women.) I still remember that day what he said 3 year's ago on an Eid-uld-fitr night.
["Oh Allah, can't you see Taeen Amyra that i don't love you, kid i didn't even seen you as someone i can share my life with. Don't put that fantasy delusion in your head to distroy other's relation taeen. You know what, I'm in love with Aiza." That got me offgrade, ikakka saying he don't have feeling's for me was not the firat time he told me, two year's ago he said those word's, but saying he love's someone was note the thing i expected to hear. Arsh ikakka (older brother) was angry that his eyes turned red with some moist in it, his both hand are gripping my sholder harshly he wanted me to get hurt by his grip.
He never called me my full name, he never called me taeen or tae, I always was and only his amyra. What happened to my ikakka that who i was in love with. The Arshad i love and will love until my last breath. And i can see that in those eye's, he really want me ro get hurt . But i didn't saw any emotion those eye's showing where angry or disgust on me, they where something that i couldn't understand.And i don't think that i will never be able to understand unless he want's me to know.
I just cried in his arm's while my brother who probably hate's me for loving his best friend, and Aiza ithatha for trying to steal her love form her. She was the lucky one, she now have the one i prayed for 3 year's to Allah for giving him as my love, my husband and the one Allah faited for me. But unfortunately he was not for me. He is now in a better hand's than mine. And he pulling her closer to him made me fall down and i was a crying mess.]
I was pathetic at that day, that was the day made me want to move frim Kerala to Hyderabad for pursue my undergraduate degree in English Litterateur. I love English and i really don't know what but when i was studying at school the only subject i liked was english and history.
To tag along i brought Diya with me too. Well she didn't had any idea about what to study after her 12 grade. When i told her about Eng Lit she was already ready. That brought as to English And Foreign Language University Hyderabad (EFLU). For the whole first semester we both where at the university hostel that was the 6 month's when we where getting to know Ash and Raa. And we had the spark. We started to get close as sister's but reality was the dumb leading the dumber. And that lead as to rent a two bed room apartment from our second semester.
Thinking about them makes me feel great Allhamdulillah , but I'm going back to kerala tomorrow. And I'm not ready yet to face some specific one which i damn well know if i saw him I'm going to be out of the shell that i had created for these past 3 year's.
Oh Allah, save me from my own heart......
Hey Guy's! So finally, that was the first ever thing i wrote. I had this plot for a long time in my head. But i was not ready to post in wattpad.
But now Allhamdulillah, i did and I'm feeling great.
Do tell me if you like the story. If it's yes or no, that doesn't matter. Knowing if I'm good or bad will actually do good to me.
Thank's for reading..... 🤍
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