The fake face (bl/mxb)

a normal day ?

It’s been two weeks that the final year started and the stress is still not coming hopefully. I’m the type who can’t control myself when I’m stressed even if I don’t seem like it.
Currently laying on the table at the back of the class, I’m waiting for the 10 last minutes of art history with my main teacher to pass. Unfortunately, this year I had no one that I know on my class. I mean I knew that I wouldn’t be with James and Tim since we aren’t in the same license. Tim’s in economy while James is in culinary. I’m in art. Hopefully our high school has the three license which means that we are able to see each other at every break.
I diverted my attention to the teacher who was looking at us with a serious glare. “Okay class, as your main teacher I need to give you those papers.” She said while holding a bunch of papers. “It is pretty important so don’t loose it. It’s for your final year internship.” That’s it. It definitely caught my attention. I was waiting for this. A real work to do. A real experience.
As she handed me the paper she continued her speech. “You need to give back your fulfilled paper for next week.” ‘well you’ll have it as fast as possible’ I thought.
Don’t get me wrong it’s not that u don’t like classes. I just am craving for some change in my life and I wish that this Internship can bring me this.

Lunch time is the gossip and sharing news part of the day. But it’s also me third-wheeling.
“Did you get your internship paper ?” I ask the couple in front of me. “Yup, I also know where I want to do it there’s a famous gastronomic not so far away that is searching for some employees. I’m sure a student will at least help them a bit. Plus they are also searching for a job as the CEO’s assistant which is perfect for Tim ! Isn’t it wonderful ?” James ramble as fast as he could. “It is” I sigh. “What’s wrong ?” Tim ask in a motherly tone. “Nothing I just don’t want to spend a month without the both of you.” “Oh ! Someone seems clingy lately ! " James say. “I’m not !!! Maybe it’s not that bad to be without you I won’t have to feel so touch deprived with both of you cuddling endlessly right in front of my poor eyes.” I whined jokingly. “Don’t act like you are sad it doesn’t suit you, duh.” Tim fire back.
That’s when the bell rang, well I don’t have classes this afternoon so I’ll be able to search for my internship. I bid good bye to the couple, take my backpack and start heading to the entrance. I have a fifteen minutes walk to my accommodation.

I was midway, about to cross the road when a black expensive car honked at me. I waved my hand as an apology to the driver and waited for my turn to pass. ‘I was so deep in my thought that I didn’t even acknowledge the fact that a car was there’ I thought “I should have seriously taken my medicine.’ Right I have ADHD, the thing is that nobody knows except my late parents. They passed a way a year ago. Fortunately, James and Tim were there for me even if I didn’t show them the real pain I was dealing with, they were by my side.
I reached home and plumped on the couch with my computer to search for some kind of company that deals with some illustrations that could match with my drawing style.