Cheating my Boyfriend with my Girlfriend | WINRINA / JIMINJEONG

Chapter 13

Not a Mistake

"What's wrong with me? I'm not jealous, right? Why should I? I mean, I have Jeno - the perfect Lee Jeno and I'm a girl. So, I shouldn't have this feeling towards Minjeong." I murmured to myself pacing back and forth inside my room for half an hour now saying the same thing.

When my feet started to feel sore, I took my seat at the bottom part of the bed but still mumbling words I also barely could comprehend. It's like my mouth has its own life.

'For heaven's sake! I think, I'm becoming crazy for real!'

I sighed and let the soft mattress magnetize my back. I spread my arms and stared at the ceiling as I remembered how she sang the song for her first love.

Remembering her first love, I become curious if it's a SHE or a HE?

'Minjeong, did you bewitch me or something? Why do I always keep on thinking about you? And why do I care if you wrote a song to whoever your first love was?

A moment later, the million thoughts I'm having were disturbed with a soft knock at my door.

Assuming that it could be Minju again, I swung the door open with an annoyed face.

"What?" I asked and pissed off, but the person standing in front of me caught me off guard.

"Bad timing?" Minjeong replied smiling but with a curious face.

"A... ah....ahm." Sh*t! Here I go again.

The sight of her makes my mind in turmoil resulting in my tongue being rolled back again not permitting me to say what I wanted to say. So, I just close my mouth then open again and close.

'Oh my gosh!'

And because nervousness and shock overpowered me, I slammed the door close. My heartbeat so fast like I had a marathon just now and my body feels so cold.

'Calm down, Karina! Calm down! Please!'

But nothing happens even though I begged myself to calm down until she knocked again. I tried to compose myself though my heart was still pounding so hard.

"Jimin." She called.

'Open the door, Karina!'

'I will. Wait wait wait.'

'Take a deep breath, in and out.'

And I did what my other self-told me to do.

'Okay, I'm gonna open the door now.'

I slowly rotate the doorknob and swung it open again.

"Hi." I told her with a forced nervous smile.

"Are you okay? You just closed the door even though I'm here."

"Oh! That? Hmm... I'm sorry I just panicked." With the word panic, my head becomes dizzier. Why did I tell her that I'm panicking?

'Gosh!'

- WINTER -

"Panicked?" I repeat to her. She nodded not looking at me.

"Because of me?" She just looked further away. I bite the inside of my cheek because of this girl's cuteness.

For more than 2 months in her school, I've learned that she's a kind of student who is good at communicating with others. She didn't stutter or feel nervous but look at her right now. I literally jump in my thoughts knowing that I have this effect on her.