My john green moments.

friendship.

Do you ever feel like losing a friend wasn't worth it?
As if losing them was a waist of time and that you both could have still been friends,
maybe even more.
That she could have been your closest friend
that could be there at your first child's birth,
and all the other ones after that. Because you guys were just that close and you related so much to so many things that it was as if you guys were sisters
and had spent your whole lives together with each other
and that you grew up and grew old together because there is nothing more precious than a friendship that lasts forever.
Love and hate and jelousey, vain
all in the circular contact we call life, can all try repeatedly to destroy your friendship.
This relationship that you both conducted and constructed
but the bond that you made cannot be broken.
The bond you call friendship.