Well today is the day I decided that I had enough of being told what to do and being pushed around. The last time I was going to get hit the last time I was going to get treated like crap. I only had one reason for going to school and she moved. She was my best friend the only reason I even stayed this long. Her name was Angel last names are not important now and days, She got me through all the stuff that I had to keep to myself she was the one I trusted the most.
But now that shes gone school doesn't matter anymore. So I started skipping school more and more until I got kicked out. I really didn't care , but apparently my mom and Angel did,. Angel tried to talk me into going back to school ,but since she wasn't there it was no point in going back. My mom was only mad cause she said she didn't know what she was going to do with me when she wasn't home. I didn't care either I went in my room and closed the door. I put my head phones in my Ipod and turned on one of my favorite songs Knockout by Lil Wayne. I laid on my bed just thinking about my life. And I came to the conclusion that my life sucks.
I lost the one person in my life that mattered to me the most. Yeah I can still text her and call her but its not that same as seeing her everyday. My pops is long gone I think that's the only good thing that has happened. But moms is on some different stuff lately. Shes one of the reasons I really want to leave. Shes always on my case I cant do anything without her having something to say about it, She cool sometimes and those are the times I really love her. But other times I wish she would just leave me alone.I was lost in my thought when I hear my mom.
"RJ get ur sorry butt down here , and come eat," she called me for dinner.
This is how she calls me down to dinner every night. Iv gotten used to it now its no big deal anymore. I loved to get dinner over because right after that I got to call Angel. That's the only reason I came down anymore was to pass the time away until I could hear her voice. Once I finished dinner I literally ran upstairs to my room. Once I got there I closed the door it was a Friday night so moms was going back to work. I was starring at my phone waiting for it to hit eight o'clock. as soon as it was eight I pressed the call button next to her name. It should ring two times and then after that she should answer.
As soon as I heard it stop ringing and I heard her sweat soft voice I let out the breath I had been holding.
" Hi honey bun I missed you so much," she said.
"Hey cupcake I missed you to." I said.
I could hear her laughing on the other end of the phone. I haven't heard that laugh in a while. We made those nicknames up when it was time for her to move.
This is only the first part if you like it ill write more. Please comment.
