John Kramer | FORBIDDEN DESIRE (Book 2)

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Note: I'm excited for the outcome of this book!

John had been out most of the time, I have no idea where he's going and where did he stay for the rest of the week. But if I ever get the chance of seeing him working with another bitch, our relationship is done.

I mean yes, John works with Amanda and I could tell that they have a special bond, but it doesn't stop me from being jealous and not trusting her around John.

Although it's late, I decided to contact John, hoping for a chance to ask him where he is and how's he doing.

“Hey, John?” I keep on telling when someone answered the call yet no one is talking, it's just a heavy voice of a man, nothing else.

“Hello John? Is that you?” I asked again, hoping that he's just pulling a little prank on me, but no, he immediately hung up.

I was frowning at that time, that I decided to seek help from my close apprentice, Mark Hoffman. We get along quite a lot because of my mischievous behavior.

He's like a big brother to me, and he keeps me safe all the time, but still John has my heart, I was so in love with him that no other men will ever catch my attention.

“Yes, y/n? Why did you call?” Mark answered through his phone with a slight annoyance.

“Uhm… Have you seen, John? I was constantly calling him for the past few days, but he's not answering and even if he did -he's not talking, someone is just breathing like it's freaking weird me out” I was panicking while explaining what happened.

Instead of freakin out, Mark just sighed as he let out a dissatisfied voice.

“I think I know what's going on… I'll be there, wait for me and don't do anything stupid, okay?” He said as he didn't wait for me to answer and he hung up.

I could feel a bit of relief as I looked outside the window of the warehouse, it's already snowing, and it's pretty cold, so I went to go to another room.

There's a chimney available there, I quickly put a couple of woods and lit it up. Seeing the red and orange colliding as the woods started to burn, slowly.

My body feels so warm, being so close to it, that I closed my eyes. Enjoying the moment that I could feel at home again, with no worries and shitty work to deal with.

And that's when I remembered my first time with John, we were dancing around this room, with petals of roses and sweet candles.

That moment is one of the most memorable days of my life, John is the most gentle and experience man I know. It melts me every time I think of his hands touching me, it's just he knows what to do with it.

I didn't have to ask him twice about what I needed, and what I wanted him to do because he knows how to read my mind.

“Y/n… There you are, I'll tell you but promise not to tell Amanda” Mark, who appeared out of nowhere, approached me.

It looks like he had a hard time coming here, maybe he escaped work or some dogs chased him, I don't know, but what's important is the information he will provide.

“Don't leave me hanging here, Mark!” I told him impatiently and he just ignored my attitude.

He stopped for a moment to breathe, wiping his forehead with a handkerchief as he started telling me.

“John could be in his cabin, near in the middle of the woods… He stays there when he needs to keep his mind straight and to leave all of his miserable behind” he said as he looked at me, with no emotions.