Dark room

But I'm finally free

My whole life was a lie. The doctors were doing the most

I never really had Schizophrenia they just wanted a reason to diagnose

They just wanted to give me meds to shove down my throat

But I need no worry because I was free

They took me to the doors and the first mother fucking thing I see....

Well the man I used to call father who murdered my mother was saying hi to me

He's the one who put me in this horrible dark empty room

And in that thing I called a white cocoon

It was never a fucking cocoon

It was a device they put me in to trap all my tears and all my feelings of hope

It was a sedative without any meds

It was the thing that make my limbs feel numb

Well now back to my "father"

all I said to him was

"what about my mother which he took me from"

Her life was so sweet like the taste of sap on a tree

How fucking rude of him to kill her in front of me

He stabbed ger one times too many

And I had seen plenty

My "father" is a horrible man

I'm sure he had a plan when I came home again

I would rather be killed by a murder than be trapped in that cocoon

But like I said in the last chapter..

I hope this ends soon..

When he pulled into the driveway he opened my door

All I wanted was for him to face plant on the fucking concrete floor

Cause that's what he gets for stabbing my mother at 24

I can't do math but I'm pretty sure he's 28

But I was 4 years too late to even go to court and say

That I don't have a mental disorder and I shouldn't be stuck in the dark empty room

I swear it was like a bunch of crazy fucking nuns from a movie in one fucking tomb

I hate to say this but I wish I had died

I have to live with this crazy man that's supposed to be my father

And you know what I did? I cried and cried till I realized

I have no friends nor foe

I'm all alone, and it's a long, empty road

Will I really be able to survive this ride

I know my dear mother would want me to thrive

But not in this way

Not in this new dark room like an empty, can't find a way out type of tomb

I'm lost in a cave, and I can't shout cause my vocal chords have decayed

I'm rotting like my mother is in her grave

When will this all end? And when can I escape?

Will I die before I can hide? Or will I fight before I can die?

❤️Authors note❤️

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