Loving him is so wrong!

Part 2 Chapter 30

Alana

I ran upstairs with tears in my eyes and my heart racing so quick. I did not want Derek to kiss me and I pulled away right as it happened. It caught me by surprise I didn't even enjoy it! I remembered right as he kissed me everything in my body screamed ewww  no this is wrong. Sure Derek is looking good but past that there is nothing there he does not do it for me. Once I got all the way upstairs I wiped my tears and went to check on the boys they were in their playroom making a mess again. I then went to check on Avery and Mariah and they were in Mariah's room drawing while Bluey played in the background. I walked into our room and quickly started pacing and thinking. Chandler was really pissed and I know this is not going to end well. I cried harder as I heard Chandler in the hall talking to the kids. I knew he was telling them not to come bother us. I watched as the door knob turned and then entered Chandler and the look he gave me sent chills down my back.

"Chandler I promise I did not want him to kiss me he pulled me into him and the kiss lasted for a half of second I promise!" I said breathlessly

"Were you planning on telling me that he made a move on you?" Chandler asked as he started to take his belt off. I watched him in confusion on what he was doing. I panicked once he wrapped the belt around his hand and walked towards me he grabbed my robe and threw it on the floor.

"Chandler? What are you doing?" I asked My question was quickly answered from when he swung the belt and it connected with my side. I winced and fell to the ground holding my side ready to cry. He continued to whip me with the belt this time I was now screaming for him to stop.

"Shut the fuck up! I don't want my kids to hear you! You must have forgotten who the fuck I was and I won't be disrespected ever again!" Chandler said but he did not miss a beat as he swung that belt and it connected to the back of my legs.  Every time I tried to escape he would sit on my legs and hit me even harder. 

I cried harder trying to block every hit and it was not working he continued his assault and I just laid there and waited until he tired himself out. After the last hit it was like a switch clicked in his head of what just happened and he dropped the belt and immediately started to apologize. I laid there in fetal position just crying my eyes out. I can't believe that he would do this to me my body was stinging and I could barely move. I knew that in the morning I would have a ton of welts on my body.

"Ima fix this baby! I promise I don't know why I did this I am so sorry please forgive me" Chandler said as he tried to pick me up off the floor. I pushed him off of me and turned to cry more. I was hurting so bad I did not want him touching me anymore. 

Chandler got up off the floor and went into the bathroom and I heard him cutting on the bathtub. After about another five minutes I felt him behind me again. He picked me up and I tried to get down but he wouldn't let me go. He took off my clothes and pulled me into the tub. The moment the water touched my skin it stung really bad and I wanted to get out. He quickly walked out of the bathroom and came back with a bottle of wine and some pain medicine. He poured me a huge glass of wine and then took out two pain pills for me to take. Even though I gladly took the medicine I still refused to let him touch me I wanted to get up out of the tub but it hurt too much to move.

"I overreacted Alana and I am so sorry I never planned on doing this" Chandler said

Shit could have fooled me.

"Yeah you did. I saw it in your eyes when I was downstairs. You felt disrespected and now I guess in some way you got your respect back." I said taking a huge gulp from the glass

"I did not ever wanted to put my hands on you again I just saw fucking red!"

"Yeah. Same thing you said two months ago but you still did it. You still hurt me!" I cried