I can try for you

Part 1

San is bored. It's their off day. He'd been playing video games with Yunho until he grew bored of it or more like he couldn't bear losing more than he already had. He pouts at Yunho who teases him about losing every single game they played.

"You're so mean Yunho. You could've let me win at least one time." San whines.

"That kinda win isn't a real win Sannie." Yunho laughs.

"Hmp whatever. I'm gonna find Yeosangie."

"You gonna complain to him that I'm a meanie and cheated while playing so that he'd comfort you?" Yunho says with a teasing grin.

"You know what, I'm gonna do exactly that," San says getting up from the bed with a serious look until he glances at Yunho and bursts out laughing. Yunho also laughs.

San exits Yunho's room with a 'see ya' and walks across the living room of Yunho's and Yeosang's living room to get to the latter's room.

He knwocks on the door calling out the older's name to which Yeosang replies with a 'come in.' San opens the door and peeks inside the room to see Yeosang sprawled on the bed, very much focused on his phone.

San closes the door behind, as he enters the room and goes straight to the elder's bed not waiting for an invitation. Not that Yeosang would mind at all. He lies right next to Yeosang and peeks at his phone being the nosy boy he is. "What are you reading?" He asks curiously when he sees that Yeosang is reading something on his phone. "Oh, this is the fanfiction of Harry Potter. Yunho sent it to me. I'm not a big fan of Harry Potter. But this story is actually good."

San hums at the explanation. "Yeosangie." He whines after a while when he realizes that Yeosang has no intention of putting his phone away. Yeosang hums still looking at his phone.

"I'm bored." He says poking Yeosang on the arm. "Mhm, what do you wanna do?"

San opens his mouth to say something, but he is cut off by his stomach growling. He blushes as Yeosang laughs out loud. "Did you not have lunch yet San-ah?"

"Lunch? Isn't it too early to have lunch yet? What time is it?"

"It's three in the afternoon."

"Oh, I didn't even realize. I was playing games with Yunho since the morning."

"Hmm, I heard you whining from here. Guess you didn't win." Yeosang teases with a smile.

"It's only because he was cheating," San says with a pout. Yeosang chuckles and nods his head to indicate that San is right even though they both know that that's not true. Yunho is just too good at gaming. That's a fact.

"Oh, I have some leftovers. Do you want some?"

"Yes please." San smiles big, dimples and all. How could anyone resist him? Yeosnag definitely can't.

"You are the best, Yeosangie." He calls after the elder when he leaves the room to go to the kitchen, San assumed. He hears Yeosang laugh at that.

San sits up on the bed to look around Yeosang's room when he notices that Yeosang left his phone on the bed, screen on. He picks it up and reads a bit of the fan fiction Yeosang was reading when he accidentally touches the exit button and it goes to some kind of a collection of stories. Each story has a title, tags, and a description. San briefly reads over them when he catches the sight of his own name as a tag. *What the..* He reads the other tags of the story and it would be an understatement to say that he's horrified. *SanxYeosang, bxb, watersports, piss kink, cumming in pants, throat fucking, cum eating...* From the shock he got, he drops the phone on the beds, staring at thin air blinking rapidly. He can't process a single thing about what he just saw. However, he is jolted awake from his stupor when he hears the sound of kitchen utensils. Yeosang must be heating up the leftovers. He bites his lip and glances at the phone on the bed. He takes it and taps around for a bit until he finds out how to share the story and he sends the link to his own number before deleting the message. Then he opens the story Yeosang was reading earlier and leaves the phone on the bed as he also goes to the kitchen. He doesn't really doesn't want to discover more kinks of his sweet innocent bandmate. He kinda wishes that he wasn't so nosy, then he wouldn't have found out about Yeosang's, for the lack of better words, interesting kinks. San is not the type of person to judge someone because of their kinks. After all, he has his own kinks. But it's just hard to associate sweet innocent Yeosang with that kind of kinks. He audibly gulps when he sees Yeosang making a plate for him with the heated-up leftovers.

"Here." Yeosang gives the plate to San with a soft smile, not looking kinky at all. San almost choked on his own saliva. He gulps again and thanks Yeosang.

They settle on the living room couch. Yeosang puts on a movie in which San doesn't even know the name, not that he cares. All he can think about is Yeosang's kinks as he eats the food. Wait, he doesn't even know if Yeosang is even into any of the things he reads. Maybe he is curious and wants to learn about sex. Yes, that has to be it. San decides. However, that doesn't mean he isn't gonna go to his room and read the story. He wishes that the movie would end soon when he returns from the kitchen after washing the plate.

"San." He turns to Yeosang when he hears the elder calls his name. "Are you okay?" San bites his lip at the worried look the older is giving him. He must have noticed San spacing out.

"Yeah, I'm just feeling a bit sleepy."

"Oh, you can go if you want to. This movie is boring anyway."

"Okay. Thanks for the food." He smiles and kisses Yeosang on the temple. San smiles to himself as he goes to his own dorm, thinking how Yeosang has warmed up to his affection. He doesn't lean away when San kisses him anymore. Well, he does that on camera for entertainment. However, San always notices that Yeosang still gets flustered when he gives him a kiss. He thinks it's the cutest thing. But his kinks are not that cute. His brain supplies unhelpfully. San rolls his eyes at his own thoughts.

San doesn't even wait till he gets to his room to take out his phone and goes to his text conversation with Yeosang. He manages to open the story just as he lies on his bed. The first thing he notices is that it's a short story. It has only one chapter besides the chapter for information. He goes through the information again just to make sure that it is the same story and sure enough, it is. However, this time something else also takes his attention. Something he completely forgot when he read the kinks. It is a gay story and it's about him and Yeosang. He gasps when it hits him. "Wh-what?" He whispers in total disbelief. San really doesn't want to come to any conclusions, but as always, his brain works against his will. No, no, stop. Yeosang doesn't like him like that. He shakes his head and starts to read the story, only to gasp at the very first sentence. It's apparently the summary of the story which says "Yeosang and San like to make out and this time San has to pee." He takes a deep breath and continues reading the story. According to the alternate universe of the story, they are still in Ateez. But San and Yeosang have a completely different relationship. Well, maybe not completely different. They are only friends in that too, but the difference is that they make out casually. San blushes furiously when he reads about him and Yeosang makes out with explicit details. His eyes widen at the next scene. Apparently, San has to pee so badly but he's too comfortable in Yeosang's lap and he doesn't wanna go which finally leads to San accidentally peeing his pants. San throws his phone on the bed and buries his face in the pillow, screaming into it. It takes a couple of minutes for him to calm down. When he does, he takes his phone and starts reading again. When San starts peeing, it gets on Yeosang and it makes him hard and they start to grind their crotches together. San bites his lip hard at that part. San cums first and gets off Yeosang's lap and gives him a blow job. That part is also written very explicitly. Even the part where Yeosang cums in San's mouth and him swallowing it. By the time Sna is finished reading, he's sweaty and uncomfortable. He looks down since his pants feel tighter and sure enough he has an erection. San squeals out. Loud. Loud enough that Seonghwa comes to knock at his door asking if he's okay. He takes a pillow and covers his crotch just in time for Seonghwa to open the door.

"What happened?" He asks looking around the room before fixing his gaze at San. San tries not to blush more than he already is.

"Th-there was a spider." San blurts out.

"Want me to find and kill it?" Seonghwa asks.

"N-no, no. I think it went outside when hyung opened the door."

"Oh, okay then, good night."

"Good night hyung. I love you."

Seonghwa says an I love you back as he closes the door behind him.